Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
Gwynneth caught no more as she hurried on, her first desire a quiet hour
without a whisper from the world. She wished to recall every word of the
sermon, while every syllable remained in her mind, and then to write it
all down and to possess it for ever. Such was her first feverish
resolve; nor, analytical as she was, did she stop to analyse this. The
stable gates were open; it never occurred to Gwynneth to wonder why.
There was a good way through the stable-yard to the garden, whose
uttermost end she might thus reach without being seen from the house.
And Fraulein Hentig had known where she was thinking of going, had
shaken Gwynneth not a little with her remonstrances, but would be none
the less certain to ask questions when next they met.
Near the Italian garden was a certain walk, with stark yew hedges on
either hand, and fine grass stretched like a drugget from end to end.
Across this strip the old English flowers, poppies and peonies,
hollyhocks and larkspur, faced each other in serried lines as in a
country dance; and the vista ended in a thatched summer-house where it
was always cool. The spot was a favourite haunt of Gwynneth, who would
catch herself humming the old English songs there, and thinking of
patches and powder and the minuet. It had not that effect this morning;
she neither saw nor smelt the flowers, nor heard the thrush which was
singing to her with persistent sweetness from the stately trees upon the
lawn beyond. Gwynneth was in that other world which had existed all
these years within half-a-mile of this one. What she heard was the
virile cadence of the voice which had always thrilled her; strong and
masterful in the beginning; softening all at once, as the people pressed
in to hear; then for a little high-pitched and hoarse, spasmodic,
tremulous, too touching even to remember with dry eyes; then that last
pause, and the silver clarion of his proper voice once more and to the
end. And what Gwynneth saw, through her tears, was the sunlight resting
on that stricken head, as though God had stretched out His hand in final
mercy and forgiveness.
But what she was to see, before many minutes were past, or the sermon
over in her mind, was a dapper figure approaching between the old
flowers and the spruce hedges, a figure in riding breeches, swinging a
cutaway coat in his walk.
It was Sidney, ridden over from Cambridge on a hired horse. Gwynneth had
time to come out of the summer-house to meet him, but none to think. So
he had given her a kiss before she realised what that meant--and knew in
her heart that it must be the last. And the next moment she saw that he
was displeased.
"So here you are!" was his verbal greeting: "I've been looking for you
all over the shop."
"I'm so sorry," said poor Gwynneth. "If you had only let us know----"
"Oh, that's all right; I took my risk, of course."
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