Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
He looked her up and down, as she stood in the sunlight, tall and
comely, her state of mind instinctively and successfully concealed; and
the brown tinge came upon his handsome face as the annoyance vanished.
Endearments fell from his lips, but now she made him keep his distance,
though so tactfully that he obviously did not realise his repulse.
Gwynneth looked at him for an instant with great compassion; then she
led the way into the summer-house, her mind made up.
"You haven't been here all the morning, have you?" he went on. "No, I
see you haven't; there are your gloves."
"Yes."
"Been for a walk?"
"Well, I did go for one."
"What do you mean?" demanded Sidney, struck at last by her manner.
"I've been to church!"
"What! Over to Linkworth and back?"
"No."
Her tone trembled; he was not helping her at all.
"Then what church did you go to, and what on earth's up with you,
darling?"
"I went to our own church."
"But I thought that Lakenhall chap only came in the afternoon?"
"He doesn't go to the church."
Sidney stared an instant, and was on his feet the next. "You don't mean
to say you've been up to the church talking to--to Carlton?" he cried.
"No, not talking to him."
"Then do you mind telling me what you do mean?"
Gwynneth did her best to explain the occasion and to describe the
service, but found herself unable to do the subject justice in a few
words, and drifted into a nervous enthusiasm as she went. Sidney's eyes
seemed smaller than when she began; she had never known he had so sharp
a chin. But he heard her out, standing in the doorway, and not always
looking her way; it was when averted that his face looked so hard. When
she had finished he gave her his whole attention, and was some time
regarding her, his hands in his pockets, without a word.
"So you deliberately went to hear that blackguard!"
"You needn't call him that," said Gwynneth, hotly.
"But I do."
"I should be ashamed to abuse him after all he has done!"
"That doesn't alter what--what you apparently and very properly know
nothing about, Gwynneth."
"And I don't want to know!" cried the girl, indignant at his tone. "I
only say, whatever he has done, he has paid very bitterly for it, and
made such amends as were never made by anybody I ever heard of. He may
have been all you say. He is more than all that I can say now!"
"And what do you say?" inquired Sidney, with polite contempt.
"That we shall honour ourselves in future by honouring him, and
dishonour ourselves by continuing to dishonour him. He has had his
punishment, and look how he has borne it! Why, he has done what was
never done in the world before by one solitary man."
Gwynneth stopped breathless. Sidney eyed her coolly, his nostrils
curling. "So that's your opinion," he sneered.
"It's a good deal more than that," cried Gwynneth. "It's my fixed
conviction and personal resolve."
"To honour that fellow, eh?"
Gwynneth coloured.
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