Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
"I am sorry," said his lordship, "that you should have such weather for
what, I am sure, must have been an undertaking for you, Mr. Carlton. You
still look far from strong. Before we begin, is there nothing----"
Carlton could hear no more. There was nothing at all. He was quite
himself again. And he spoke with some coolness; for the other's manner,
despite his mouth and his eyes, was almost cruel in its unexpected and
undue consideration. It was less than ever this man's intention to play
upon the pity of high or low. He had an appeal to make before he went,
but it was not an appeal for pity. Meanwhile his back stiffened and his
chest filled in the intensity of his desire not to look the invalid.
"In that case," resumed the bishop, "I am glad that you have seen your
way to keeping the appointment I suggested. In cases of complaint--more
especially a complaint of the grave character indicated in my letter--I
make it a rule to see the person complained of before taking further
steps. That is to say, if he will see me; and I don't think you will
regret having done so, Mr. Carlton. It may give you pain----"
Carlton jerked his hands.
"But you shall have fair play!"
And his lordship looked point-blank at the bearded man, as he had looked
in his day on many a younger culprit; and his voice was the peculiar
voice that generations of schoolboys had set themselves to imitate, with
less success than they supposed.
Carlton bowed acknowledgment of this promise.
"In the questions which I feel compelled to put"--and the bishop glanced
at his sheet of foolscap--"you will perhaps give me credit for studying
your feelings as far as is possible in the painful circumstances. I
shall try not to leave them more painful than I find them, Mr. Carlton.
But the complaint received is a very serious one, and it is not made by
one person; it has very many signatures; and it necessitates plain
speaking. It is a fact, then, that you are the father of an illegitimate
child born on the twentieth of last month in your own parish?"
"It is a fact, my lord."
"And the woman is dead?"
"The young girl--is dead."
The bishop's pen had begun the descent of the clean part of his page of
foolscap; when the last answer was inscribed, the writer looked up,
neither in astonishment nor in horror, but with the clear eye and the
serene brow of the ideal judge.
"Of course," said he, "I am informed that you have already made the
admission. Let there be no affectation or misunderstanding between us,
on that or any other point. But as your bishop, and at least hitherto
your friend, I desire to have refutation or confirmation from your own
lips. You are at perfect liberty to deny me either. It will make no
difference to the ultimate result. That, as you know, will be out of my
hands."
"I desire to withhold nothing, my lord," said Robert Carlton in a firm
voice.
"Very well. I think we understand each other. This poor young woman, I
gather, was the daughter of a prominent parishioner?"
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