Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
When the pair quitted the Italian garden, the gentleman hurrying to make
other inquiries before dinner, while the German gentlewoman dropped
behind, two brown eyes saw them from an upper window, whither the girl
had carried her book in vain. Her attention had been intermittent
before, but now she could not even try to read. The air was full of
mystery, and the mystery was more absorbing than that in any book. It
was also absolute and unfathomable in the girl's mind. Yet her brain
teemed with questions and surmises. She had come upstairs because she
felt that they wanted her out of the way, her uncle and the good, slow,
serious Fraulein. Yet that was not enough for them: they also must
retire as far as possible for their talk. Of course Gwynneth knew what
they had to talk about; but what was the dishonourable action that a
clergyman could commit and that could not be so much as mentioned in her
hearing? She was not thinking of "a clergyman" in the abstract. She was
thinking of the man with the beautiful, sad face; of the passionate
preacher with the voice that thrilled the senses and the words that
filled the mind. She had heard him preach of sin and suffering with
equal sympathy. Phrases came back to her. Now she understood. But what
could he have done, that he should suffer so, and that a perfectly kind
person like Fraulein Hentig should exult in his suffering?
Gwynneth was splendidly and terribly innocent, but all the more
inquisitive on that account. She was unacquainted with the facts, yet
not with the tragedy of life. In a tragic atmosphere she had been born
and bred. Quentin Gleed had been fatally lacking in the politic virtues
cultivated by his brother. He had deserted his wife and drunk himself to
death within the memory of Gwynneth. The young girl recalled dim years
of bitter scenes in a luxurious home, and vivid years of peace and
poverty in a tiny cottage. And now her mother was gone also; the dear,
independent, wilful little mother, who had taught her child all but the
wickedness that was in the world! And that child sat at her bedroom
window in the new home that never could be home to her; and the drooping
sun could find no bottom to her dark and limpid eyes, no flaw upon her
pure warm skin; and neither the cuckoo in the poplar, nor the thrush in
the elm, nor the sparrows in the eaves just overhead, could tell her
anything of the wickedness that was in even her small world.
IX
A DUEL BEGINS
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