Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
But he paced his cell in a curious twitter for one who had entered it
without a qualm. In all his trouble this was the first word from a
clerical neighbour: to a man they had stood aloof from him in his shame.
His own movements were in part responsible: he had disappeared from
view. Nor had he expected or coveted their sympathy; yet, now that one
of them had come forward, Carlton was conscious of a wound he had not
felt before. There was Preston of Linkworth--but his wife would account
for him. There was Bosanquet of Bedingfield, and there were others. They
might have inquired at the infirmary (Preston had), but he had never
heard of it. As for Wilders, he was a worthy man of local mark, for whom
Carlton had preached upon occasion; one prosperous alike in worldly
welfare and in spiritual satisfaction; the last person to go into
disgrace; and yet, by reason of a certain officiousness of character,
the first to come forward as he had done. Carlton had no wish to be
ungracious or ungrateful, or to make a personal matter of the signing of
the warrant; but he could not face his fellows with this new charge
hanging over him, nor was he going free by the favour of living man. On
the other hand, he pondered more upon his brother clergymen that
Saturday night in gaol than in all these eight weeks past. And the sense
of mere social downfall, the dullest of his aches hitherto, became
suddenly acute, so that for that alone he wished they had not put him in
prison. But for all the rest he cared as little as before, and showed as
little interest in the pending event.
His indifference quite troubled the inspector, who evinced a desire to
show the prisoner every possible consideration, and was an early visitor
next morning.
"That ain't no business of mine, sir; but you'll be wanting to see a
solicitor during the day?"
"Why so?" asked Carlton.
"Well, sir, your case will come up to-morrow morning."
"But what do I want with a solicitor?"
"Why, sir, every pris--that is, accused----"
The inspector boggled at the word, and stood confounded by the other's
density.
"Oh, I see!" cried Carlton. "So you're thinking of my defence, are you?
Thanks very much, but I don't want a lawyer to defend me. I make your
side a present of the lawyers, Mr. Inspector; they'll want them all.
It's for them to prove me guilty, not for me to prove my innocence."
"And do you really think we have no case against you?" inquired the
inspector, with a change of tone, for he happened to have charge of the
case himself.
"I don't think about it," returned Carlton, with unaffected
indifference. "The thing's too preposterous to be worth a thought."
"I'm glad you find it so," said the other, nettled; "let's hope you
won't change your mind. I only spoke for your own good; there's plenty
would blame me for speaking at all. I won't trouble you no more, sir. I
might have known I'd get no thanks, after the way you served Canon
Wilders last night. Defend yourself, and let's see you do it!"
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