Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
The door shut with a clang, and Carlton watched the vibrations in some
distress. He was sorry to hurt the feelings of his would-be friends, but
he needed no man's friendship in the present crisis. God would be his
friend; his faith in Him was as profound as his contempt of the false
charge hanging over himself. The latter, he felt convinced, must break
down as it deserved; but if not, then the meaning would be clear. It
would mean that he had not been punished sufficiently for what he had
done, and must accordingly be prepared to suffer something for that
which he had not done, but of which his sin had indubitably caused the
doing. And Robert Carlton was so prepared in his heart of hearts. Yet he
was unable to carry his pious fatalism to its logical conclusion, and to
abate his bitterness against the human instruments of a vengeance he was
willing to think Divine.
On the contrary, he condescended at intervals of the day to give his
mind to the proceedings of the next; and he did recall one or two
circumstances which prejudice and malice might twist against him. To
consider these was to be instantly inspired with a conclusive reply on
every point; but Carlton was not sure whether the law would permit him
to reply at all. So in the afternoon he begged for newspapers, and his
request, though acceded to, was all over Lakenhall by nightfall. A
suspended clergyman who thought so little of his notorious sins that he
could ask for newspapers on a Sunday afternoon! The inference drawn by a
small community, greatly excited about the case, and unconsciously
anxious to believe the worst of one who was bad enough at best, will be
readily imagined. The whole town shook its head.
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