Peculiar: A Tale of the Great TransitionSargent, Epes
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Peculiar: A Tale of the Great Transition
Sargent, Epes
African Americans -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
The next night I merely whistled the remembered air in token of my
presence. A light appeared for a moment at the window, and then was
removed. I crept up close to the house. On that side of it where Estelle
was confined there were no piazzas. I had not waited two minutes when
something touched my head and bobbed before my eyes. It was a little
roll of paper. I detached it from the string to which it was tied; and
then, taking from my pocket an old envelope, I wrote on it in the dark
these words: “To-morrow night at ten o’clock down the string. If
prevented, then any night after at the same hour. Love shall find a way.
Forever.”
The letter which I found folded in the paper lies yet in my pocket-book,
but I need not look at it in order to repeat it entire. It is in these
words:—‚Î
“What shall I call thee? Dearest? But that word implies a comparative;
and whom shall I compare with thee? Most precious and most beloved? O,
that is not a tithe of it! Idol? Darling? Sweet? Pretty words, but
insufficient. Ah! life of my life, there are no superlatives in
language that can interpret to thee the unspeakable affection which
swells in my heart and moistens my eyes as I commence this letter! Can
we by words give an idea of a melody? No more can I put on paper what
my heart would be whispering to thine. Forgive the effort and the
failure.
“I have the freedom of the upper story of the house, and my room is
where you saw the scarf. Two strong negro women, with sinister faces,
and employed as seamstresses, watch me every time I cross the
threshold. At night I am locked in. The windows, as you may see, are
always secured by iron bars.
“Ratcliff hopes to subdue me by slow approaches. O, the unutterable
loathing which he inspires! He has placed impure books in my way. He
sends me the daintiest food and wines. I confine myself to bread,
vegetables, and cream. He cannot drug me without my knowledge. Twice
and sometimes three times a day he visits me, and, finding me firm in
my resolve, retires with a self-satisfied air which maddens me. He
evidently believes in my final submission. No! Sooner, death! on my
knees I swear it.
“Yesterday he sent splendid dresses, laces, jewels, diamonds. He
offers me a carriage, an establishment, and to settle on me enough to
make me secure for the future. How he magnifies my hate by all these
despicable baits!
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