“You should consider coolly, General,” I went on. Ever cool myself, it
was for that the General valued my counsel. “You know this tale as well
as I. It has been told me more than once within four days. Light and
laughter-loving, the beautiful Peg O'Neal grows up, the daughter of this
very tavern that shelters us. She weds Timberlake, the purser. He is
here; then he is at sea. The girlish Peg is still a girl. She goes to
rout and ball; she is gay and high and does not mope and wear demure
half-weeds as good opinion holds one should whose love is on the sea
among the storms. There come whisper and nod and innuendo--the pot of
Washington scandal, they tell me, is made easily to boil. Then in the
Mediterranean Timberlake cuts his throat; and next, as one who makes
sure work, leaps overboard into fifty fathoms. The beautiful Peg does
not become distinguished for her grief. This, and the throat-cutting,
augment talk, and tongues wag doubly. Within the year thereafter, and
not two months ago, she and our friend Eaton are wed. Gossip gains a new
impulse; heads nod and there are wise leers. I put this to you, General,
with a rude coarseness almost ferocious; I do so for a purpose. I put it
as your enemies will put it when, should you call Eaton to your cabinet,
they seize on the story to your injury. It is not what you and I say or
believe; that is not the question. It is what will your enemies tell and
the world accept.”
While I was talking, the General filled a clay pipe; in tobacco he found
calm. Holding the pipe by its long reed stem he strode up and down,
puffing cloudily. The red faded on his forehead, but his eyes were
agate-hard. I saw it would be Eaton against argument. The General's will
was set as hard and fast and cold as arctic ice.
Nor, to be fully honest, was I over-surprised or sensibly cast down;
I had fairly foreseen it all. You may question why, then, I made this
vigorous head; and Eaton my friend.
It is a proper curiosity. Freely, I am constrained, as I review the
past, to regard myself as sometimes the victim of self-foolery. On this
February evening with the General, I make no doubt but I thought I acted
wholly for his weal and peace. And yet I was clear before I spoke, how
my words would win to no effect, and Eaton for the cabinet it would be.
Thus, I now see that my impulse, indubitably, was one wholly of vanity;
as the friend privileged to frankness and who--as he said many times and
until I consented to the fact myself--more than any other had builded
him up to be a president, I would tell my mind, air my gifts of
prophecy, and arrange myself for a future wherein the General might say,
when the winds blew high, “You saw the tempest coming and you told me.”
That, as I now see, was the very conceited, small, cheap reason of my
interference; although at the time I in no sort beheld it by that light,
but felt somewhat noble and high and as might a loyal friend.
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