Over six feet and broad as a door, I doubtless towered forbiddingly
upon her imaginings when I came up to Peg; these and the cloud on my
forehead--for I am sure one darkened it--showed her to be both brave
and innocent when, without hesitation or holding back, she put forth
her hands to me. I've told somewhere how she gave me her hand; that was
wrong; she gave me both, and gave them with a full sweep of frankness,
that showed confident at once and sad, as though with the motion of it
she offered herself for my protection. She spoke no word; her little
hands lay in my great ones, and I felt within them the beat of a sharp,
small pulse as of one under strain and stress. Once, long before, I had
toiled upward with caitiff secrecy and captured a sleeping mother-pigeon
on her nest. The quick flutter of the bird's heart beneath my fingers
was as this poor throbbing in Peg's hands. I remember, also, I was
melted into the same sudden compassion for the pigeon that seized on me
for Peg.
“I came to you because you are the General's old friend,” she said. Her
sweet, large eyes were swimming, and her voice began to break. Then she
put out an effort and brought herself to bay. “I've nothing to ask; not
much to say, neither. I know what the General would do; my husband
has told me. I know, too, what it will mean of slander and insult and
suffering. And yet--I've prayed upon it; prayed and again prayed!--I
must go forward. I can not, nay, I dare not become a bar across the path
of my husband; I dare not poison his success.”
All this time I had been holding to her hands, for I felt her great
beauty and it made me forget the name of time. Besides, this was no
common meeting, but rather the making of a league and covenant between
folk who were to be allies throughout a bitter strife. I think she
noticed my awkward and scarce polite retention of her fingers, for she
withdrew them, while a little flush of color painted itself in her face.
Still, she did not do this unkindly; and, I may say, there was nothing
of sentiment in my breast which cried for rebuke or tendered her aught
but honor.
“Pardon a freedom in one twice your years, but you are wondrous
beautiful.” These were my first words to Peg. “Mr. Eaton has come by
mighty fortune.”
“My beauty, as you call it,” said she, with just the shadow of a smile
that told more of pain than gladness, “has been no good ground to me
and borne me nettles for a crop. I had been happier for a wholesome
plainness.”
Then we settled to a better conversation; and the while her sweetness
was growing on me like a vine and I becoming more and more soundly her
partisan with every moment.
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