"No, I didn't; I didn't think so, Charlotte," Thomas declared,
warmly.
"I felt as if I ought to. I felt as if it was my duty to," said she.
She cast her eyes down. Thomas waited, looking at her with vague
alarm. Somehow some college scrapes of his flashed into his head, and
he had a bewildered idea the she had found them out and that her
sweet rigid innocence was shocked, and she was about to call him to
account.
But Charlotte continued, raising her eyes, and meeting his gravely
and fairly:
"You've been coming here three Sabbath evenings running, now," said
she.
"Yes, I know I have, Charlotte."
"And you mean to keep on coming, if I don't say anything to hinder
it?"
"You know I do, Charlotte," replied Thomas, with ardent eyes upon her
face.
"Then," said Charlotte, "I feel as if it was my duty to say this to
you, Thomas. If you come in any other way than as a friend, if you
come on any other errand than friendship, you must not come here any
more. It isn't right for me to encourage you, and let you come here
and get your feelings enlisted. If you come here occasionally as a
friend in friendship I shall be happy to have you, but you must not
come here with any other hopes or feelings."
Charlotte's solemnly stilted words, and earnest, severe face chilled
the young man opposite. His face sobered. "You mean that you can't
ever think of me in any other way than as a friend," he said.
Charlotte nodded. "You know it is not because there's one thing
against you, Thomas."
"Then it is Barney, after all."
"I was all ready to marry him a few weeks ago," Charlotte said, with
a kind of dignified reproach.
Thomas colored. "I know it, Charlotte; I ought not to have
expected--I suppose you couldn't get over it so soon. I couldn't if I
had been in your place, and been ready to marry anybody. But I didn't
know about girls; I didn't know but they were different; I always
heard they got over things quicker. I ought not to have thought--
But, oh, Charlotte, if I wait, if you have a little more time, don't
you think you will feel different about it?"
Charlotte shook her head.
"But he is such a good-for-nothing dog to treat you the way he does,
Charlotte!" Thomas cried out, in a great burst of wrath and jealous
love.
"I don't want to hear another word like that, Thomas Payne,"
Charlotte said, sternly, and the young man drooped before her.
"I beg your pardon, Charlotte," said he. "I suppose I ought not to
have spoken so, if you-- Oh, Charlotte, then you don't think you ever
can get over this and think a little bit of me?"
"No," replied Charlotte, in a steady voice, "I don't think I ever
can, Thomas."
"I don't mean that I am trying to get you away from any other fellow,
Charlotte--I wouldn't do anything like that; but if he won't-- Oh,
Charlotte, are you sure?"
"I don't think I ever can," repeated Charlotte, monotonously, looking
at the wall past Thomas.
"I've always thought so much of you, Charlotte, though I never told
you so."
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