Penelope : $b or, Love's labour lost. A novel. Volume 1 (of 3)Scargill, William Pitt
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Penelope : $b or, Love's labour lost. A novel. Volume 1 (of 3)
Scargill, William Pitt
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
With this encouragement the elder stranger proceeded: “This most
excellent man, of whose death I have been speaking, was a clergyman,
whose unfortunate sister I married more than twenty years ago. I
respected and honored him when I first knew him for the purity and
simplicity of his manners. He was of a respectable family, but not
wealthy: his living was nearly his whole maintenance. I could never
induce him to spend a week with us in town. He always pleaded his
parochial duties as demanding his whole attention. It was in vain for
me, or for any one else, to suggest any hint respecting preferment
or bettering his circumstances by the ordinary means of professional
advancement. During the whole of the time I resided in England after
my marriage, I saw nothing of my respected brother-in-law. We had, it
is true, several letters from him, and letters of a most interesting
description. Well would it have been for me, and well for my dear
child, and well for my beloved companion, had I regarded these
letters as something more than models of epistolary correspondence;
had I attended to those kind paternal hints which they contained.
They gave me admonition without assuming airs of superiority or the
affectations of a would-be hermit. He wrote to me in the world, and as
from the world, making allowances for all the temptations with which
I was surrounded, and speaking of them as if he had not learned their
existence or ascertained their nature merely by the means of books or
talk. I was content with admiring the good man’s virtues. I did not
seek to imitate them. I suffered one scoundrel after another to creep
into an intimacy with me, and in a very few years my patrimony was
wasted, and all my inheritance was melted away at the gaming-table.”
There was again, at these words, a pause of passionate and deep
feeling, but it passed away, and the emotion subsided, and the narrator
went on to say:
“Then, sir, I became a widower. My beloved partner left me an only
child, a daughter, for whom I resolved to live, or, more properly
speaking, for whose sake I endeavoured to preserve and support life,
which without this stimulus would have been a burden too heavy to be
borne. I took my poor little innocent child to this venerable and
amiable clergyman. I found even then nothing like reproach. The good
man pitied me, and he pitied my child. His pity touched me more sorely
and more deeply than any reproaches which human language could have
uttered. I felt my heart melt within me. I dared not say a word of
exculpation. I stood self-condemned. I proposed to leave my native
land, and to seek elsewhere the means of maintenance for myself and my
child. He offered to take my little girl and be a father to her: and
he has been so.
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