Penelope : $b or, Love's labour lost. A novel. Volume 1 (of 3)Scargill, William Pitt
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Penelope : $b or, Love's labour lost. A novel. Volume 1 (of 3)
Scargill, William Pitt
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
She, poor innocent, hardly knows that she has any other father. I am to
her but as a name; but I do long most ardently once more to see her. I
think years have not so altered her that I shall not recognize her. I
have pleased myself during my long exile of sixteen years with forming
to myself an image of my dear child growing up to woman’s estate; and
the miniature likeness of her dear mother assists my imagination now
in forming an idea of my daughter. She is now expecting my return; and
the last letter which I received of my most excellent brother-in-law,
informed me that the poor girl had bestowed her affections, and would
with my approbation bestow her hand, on a worthy and respectable man.
I left all these matters to my relative in England. I was sure that
he would act towards my child as a parent, and as a wiser and more
truly kind parent than I have been. I was happy till this hour in the
thought that I was hastening home to England to return my thanks to my
benefactor, to see my dear child, and receive her at his hands--and now
alas this happy, this blessed, prospect is blighted by the melancholy
intelligence of this good man’s death, and would to heaven that this
were the worst--but the most painful intelligence is yet to be added.
I am informed from the best authority that my poor dear child has been
simple enough to be captivated by a young man of high rank, who is
too vain to love any one but himself, and too proud to marry beneath
his own rank. I am, therefore, likely to be greeted with sorrows and
perplexities on my very return to England.”
The elder stranger sighed calmly; and as it were resignedly, when he
had finished speaking. The younger one looked thoughtful and sighed
also. A pause of some minutes’ silence followed, and the young man said:
“You must hope better things, sir; a long absence from home should
indeed always prepare us for something of change and calamity; we must
look for those fluctuations of humanity: but still we may be permitted
to hope, and to enjoy pleasing thoughts as long as possible.”
“Yes, sir, your remarks are very true, but they are not so easily
applied. Hope does not come and go at the command of reason, and
the spirits do not rise and fall according to the dictates of the
understanding, or by any force of ratiocination. I ought to apologise
for troubling you, a stranger, with my sorrows; they cannot be
interesting to you; but it is not easy when the heart is full to
prevent it from overflowing.”
“No apology, sir, is necessary: or, if it were, I might adopt the
language of your apology, and use it as a preface to my tale of sorrow
and disappointment awaiting me also at my return to my native land. I
have also cause for grief.”
“Indeed, one so young as you appear to be! But yours, young man, are
the sorrows, perhaps, of a youthful lover. Yours are not so deeply
rooted as mine.”
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