Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
His voice broke a little. Father Vassall dropped his knees and jumped
up, catching his robe about him. His eyes shone, though his face was
grave. "L-look here," he said. "Here's a bit of paper. I'll put here
all the things that make for the Church, unless you feel honestly, in
your own mind, that the balance of evidence on a point puts it on the
other side. Now."
When the paper was written it appeared thus:
WHICH is TRUE?
_R.C._ _Anglican._
Emotions in Catholic Church. Emotions at Claxted, Keswick,
etc.
Reason?
History?
Which Works?
Scripture?
Tradition?
Catholic Idea?
Consistency?
Gospel of the Poor?
Beauty?
Common sense?
Miracles?
Peter?
(After the first, Paul had objected: "But Christianity may not be
reasonable at all." "T-t-that hardly makes for Anglicanism," retorted
Father Vassall. "Is _it_, the Via Media, reasonable?" And Paul had
been silent thereafter.)
"That's enough, Father," said Paul, in a still voice.
"It is, only this." (He added, last on the list--Peter.) "Now, here
you are. To-morrow, after breakfast, go into the chapel, put this
before you, and pray. Pray. PRAY. Hear? I'll say no more, now or
ever. You're alone, you know, you must be.... If it's 'yes,' after
that, come and tell me, and I'll get the faculties and receive you. If
it's 'no,' then don't say anything. Just 'good-bye.' And G-God bless
you, anyway."
He had his way. The boy went almost silently to bed, heard Mass, ate
breakfast quietly, went into the chapel, and knelt down. He propped
his papers before him. He chose to kneel before the red lamp.
He read his paper, but he could not think. Confused
images buzzed through his head, and voices. "I'd rather see a son of
mine dead," said Mr. Kestern. "God is very far off," said Childers.
"He was deluded by Satan," said David Etheridge. "Oh, don't break your
father's heart, Paul," cried his mother. "Concubinage is a regular
thing in Spain," said the Bishop of Mozambique. "Christ is the most
arresting figure in history," said Manning coolly. "He's a j-j-jealous
God," said Father Vassall.
Paul shut his eyes. He was so tired. He turned deliberately away and
thought of Edith. He remembered Hursley Woods, and the little brown
cap, and the brown leaves, and the blue sky. A thrush, too, that
looked at them out of beady eyes. And here he was, in a Popish chapel,
Father Vassall's chapel.
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