Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Paul did not pursue the complication. Mr. Thornton was a photographer
in Edward Street, a highly respectable person, a member of his father's
church, but not within the circle of his father's actual friends. The
mention of him gave Paul a slight jar about Edith. He knew well enough
that if he had been seeing Madeline home, his mother would have been
highly delighted, but that she would be slightly uneasy at hearing that
he had been with Edith. But he was just discovering Edith. He liked
Madeline--she was far too pretty, with her fair hair and big eyes and
nicely-tempered lady-like admiration, not to be liked. At the last
school-treat--oh well, but he hadn't said anything really. And it was
in the return train that very day that he had, so to say, discovered
Edith. He had found himself in her carriage, having strayed from that
reserved for his father and mother to shepherd some late arrivals, and
she had been opposite him the whole way. She was quiet--he had noticed
that first; but when he did succeed in drawing her out a little, he had
found a very attractive creature. It was hard to say why, but still,
as he analysed her, she was frank, gay, and yet unexpectedly deep. And
she, too, was pretty. He had seen her home from the station, for the
first time, and discovered that his mother was just a little annoyed.
"Do you know," he said now, continuing the subject, "I can't make up my
mind what I want exactly. There seems such a lot to do in England, and
yet of course I'm pledged to be a foreign missionary."
"I see," she said.
"Well, what do you think?" he demanded. "It makes me burn to see the
deadness and disunion among Christians at home, and yet the heathen,
dying daily without Christ--how can one stay in England for a moment
longer than is necessary?"
"God will surely show you what you must do," said the girl quietly.
There was a depth of sincerity in the simple words that struck him. It
was the kind of thing Madeline would never have said, and would not
have meant if she had. He eyed her with a sudden wish to see more of
her. "Do you know I go to Cambridge on Tuesday?" he asked.
She nodded.
"It's going to cut me off from things here," he went on. "I shall have
to work in the vacs., you know. And I'm tingling to get there. I'll
have time to write a bit, and I expect editors will look at stuff that
comes from the 'Varsity."
"I read that bit of yours in _The Record_," she said.
The implied praise pleased him. "Did you?" he cried. "Did you like
it? I'm longing to be able to write as well as preach. I want God to
have my pen as well as my tongue."
"Oh you are lucky!" she exclaimed involuntarily.
"Lucky? Why?"
"You've so much to give. I've nothing."
He was extraordinarily touched by her humility. He wanted to take her
arm, but he did not like to do so. They turned another corner, and
were in her street.
"Don't say that," he said. "You've yourself--give that. No one can
give more."
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