Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
"Paul!" cried his mother, and glanced swiftly at his father.
His father was not looking at him. "I take it, then," he said, "that
this project--possibility--of joining the Church of Rome, is
postponed--indefinitely?"
"Yes," replied Paul, suddenly astonished.
"Thank God," said Mr. Kestern, "thank God." (He paused a second,
swallowing in his throat.) "May I be forgiven for doubting that our
Lord ever failed to hear and answer prayer."
A little burst of anger flashed in Paul's heart. "At Thurloe End," he
said, "I should have become a Roman Catholic if--if----" He remembered
Tressor's comment, and stopped. If! If what? His mother supplied a
further example of the diverse possible interpretations of that
incident.
"Oh, my son," she said, "you will never know how your father agonised
in prayer for you. All the time you were in that terrible place----"
"That will do, mother," put in Mr. Kestern quickly. "The lad has been
saved, as it were, out of the mouth of the lion. That is enough.
Thank God, thank God. And when do you go to Fordham, Paul?"
Enthusiasm had died in the boy. "In August, father," he said heavily.
"For a year, Paul? You will be able to go to Ridley Hall afterwards?"
"I don't know, mother. Or at least---- It all depends, anyway."
"Mr. Tressor must take a great interest in you, dear. Shall we meet
him? Your father and I would like to thank him for his great kindness
to our boy."
"He is coming to lunch," said Paul. "Mrs. Roper is probably getting it
ready now. Manning and Strether are coming too. It'll be a bit of a
tight fit, but I think we can all squeeze in somehow."
It was two years since his parents had last been in his rooms. His
father's first look was for the text. It hung there still, Paul having
stubbornly refused to take it down. The man remembered that first
prayer, and again saw the hand of God upon him for good. Then he
espied the writing-desk; by this time it was a crucifix that hung
there. He looked quickly away; it were best to say nothing. His wife
took that cue from him. Besides, she had eyes for the oar that hung
immense the length of the wall. "Is that your oar, dear?" she asked.
"Did you row with it?"
Paul smiled. "No, mummie," he said with affectionate raillery, "I used
it for a walking-stick."
She glanced at him incredulously. Then smiled. "You shouldn't laugh
at me," she said. "Paul, where did you get the pictures!"
She was examining his prints. "Do you like them, mother?" he asked
proudly.
"Fairly, Paul. But I think I liked those dogs you had best. You
always were an odd boy. Do you remember your doves, and your newts?
Nasty things."
He laughed outright. "Oh, mother," he said, "my poor prints! But I've
got the Landseers stored in the Gyp-room and I'll bring them home for
you."
"Thank you, dear. I think they'd do nicely in your old bedroom, and
they'll remind you of college when you come home."
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