Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Paul was not required to answer. Manning knocked, came in, and was
introduced.
The days that followed were unforgettable. For one thing, they were to
be the last in the old town and each one had to be savoured to the
full. For another, only a few men, waiting for degrees, were up, and
Paul had to take his people through colleges and churches and chapels
that were not wholly deserted, but in which, nevertheless, beauty
reigned supreme in unaccustomed silence. He had a new pride in lawn
and court and hall. In a little, he was to be a part of the ancient
place, an admitted son, and a son, moreover, who could, so to speak,
look his foster-mother fairly in the face. Each separate street and
building, too, held a remembered association. It was odd to recall how
he had peered through the gate of Christ's and wondered if it were St.
Mary's; wandered through Trinity, not quite sure that he had a right to
be there; bought his first cake in that little grocer's; swept, one rag
night, triumphantly down Pety Cury in a hurrying host with proctors
hard in the rear. Then he had to show the Henry Martyn Hall, Parker's
Piece, St. Saviour's, and he even dared greatly and pointed out the
creeper-fronted Catholic presbytery.
Besides, the days gave him a new intimacy with his parents. A barrier
had gone, now that the spectre of the Scarlet Woman no longer peeped
out of every conversation. Also the furnishings of Claxted at least
were not here. His father, it is true, occasionally probed him to see
how far the original impulse to take Anglican Orders really remained,
but the thrusts were easily parried. His mother was more of a
difficulty. In Great St. Mary's she had laid a hand on his arm. "I
wonder if I shall ever see my son preach in that pulpit," she said
wistfully.
Paul had no heart to shatter her dream. "I wonder," he replied
lightly. But he knew that he did not.
The Ernests came up the day before the great occasion. In the
afternoon, the five of them went to a tea garden on the Upper River.
Paul refrained from asking any other men for two reasons: for one,
there was no one up, unless it were Strether, who would mix with his
father and Mr. Ernest; for the other it was rather a wonderful Madeline
that he met on the station platform. He never guessed how
perseveringly the visit and the garnishings had been schemed for,
planned and prepared. He only knew that she wore an amazingly simple
frock and a big hat from whose shade the regular beauty of her face
looked out at him. In the shaded sunlight, her big eyes, under the
dark lashes striking and unusual in so fair a blonde, laughed up at
his. "I say, Paul," she said, "you've no idea how proud we are of you."
"Don't," he cried, "you'll make me horribly nervous."
"Rubbish, you never are," she challenged. But it was not that that
made her look away content.
Strether saw them together, and found occasion to make enquiries in his
own fashion. "Who's the girl?" he growled.
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