Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
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Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
So they mounted on the crest and were away down the long hill together.
Oaks leant over the road at first, but beyond them the tall hedges were
lovely with scarlet October hips and haws, masses of trailing Old Man's
Beard, and sprays of purple blackberries. To the right the fields
stretched away to a far distant ridge scarred with chalk where one
might dig for fossils. Ahead clustered the old roofs of Allington, and
the little church that stood below estates linked for centuries with
Lambeth and Canterbury.
"After Lambeth Court, Allington Church," cried Paul gaily. "Let's go
in."
They left their bicycles at the lych-gate and walked into the silent
clean-swept place. She followed him in silence, and marvelled inwardly
that he seemed to know so much. "That," he said, towards the end of
the inspection, "is the coat of arms of Archbishop Whitgift. He was a
poor man's son and had no armorial bearings, so he took a cross and
inserted five little Maltese crosses for the Five Wounds of Christ,
quartering it with the arms of Canterbury. It's very lovely here,
isn't it?"
She glanced dubiously at the two candles and the cross on the altar.
"It's rather 'high,' don't you think?"
He looked judicially at the simple neat sanctuary. "There is no harm
in the things themselves," he said. "After all, they make for a sort
of beauty, don't they? It's the Spirit that matters. When I'm
ordained, I shall be willing to preach in a coloured stole if I can
preach the gospel."
The daring heresy of it secretly astonished her. But it was like Paul,
she thought. He stepped into a pew, and moved up to make room for her.
"Let us pray a little, shall we?" he said simply.
She knelt by his side, her heart beating violently. In the hush of the
place, it sounded so loud to her that she thought he must hear. She
dared not look at him, but she knew what he was doing. Kneeling erect,
his eyes would be open, seeing and yet not seeing. She felt very
humble to be allowed to be there. That in itself was enough just now.
She wished they might be there for ever and ever, just they two, and
God.
Ten minutes later, in the heart of the deserted woods, he flung himself
on the moss at her feet. "I love to lie like this and look right away
into the depths of the trees," he said. "If you come alone and lie
very still, rabbits come out and squirrels, and you begin to hear a
hundred little noises that you never heard before. And I love the tiny
insects that crawl up the blades of grass and find a world in a single
tuft. Edith, how wonderfully beautiful the world is, isn't it?"
She did not want to speak at all, but he seemed to expect it. "Not
everyone can see all that," she said. "But it is like you to feel it.
And when you talk, I feel it too. Always, when you talk, you show me
wonderful things."
"Do I?" he queried dreamily. "I don't mean to particularly. It's all
so plain to me."
"That's just it," she said.
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