Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
She utterly held her audience. Born of mixed parentage, better not
named, where, how, God knows, probably she was dirty, certainly she was
as coarse, as savage, as animal, as she well could be. But she held
her audience. She weaved a spell of romance, of poetry, of magic,
there, in those garish lights and in that rough rude place. She was
incarnate grace, and she was lovely, say what you would. Entreating,
forbidding, abandoning, desiring, she was wild pagan love. The
negresses, too, had danced a passion that had grown old, very, very
old, a forced, a thought-out thing; she danced passion, but the passion
of the Song of Songs, of Dionysus young in Attic fields, of youth
itself. And as she finished, she disengaged her flower with a swift
movement from her hair, and tossed it to--Paul.
He caught it instinctively. And then he realised that he had caught
it. He held it in his fingers, felt its stem firm between them, and
knew that he was himself and awake. He realised that he had been
standing and that the four of them were in a prominent position. He
realised, too, that he had been charmed against his will, caught away,
and that his face had shown it; that she had seen it; that she had, in
her wanton way, chosen him.... He uttered an exclamation and dropped
the bloom.
"For God's sake, let's get out," said Jardine, somewhere. Lights swam
before Paul. He heard dimly a burst of cheering, voices speaking in a
moment of less noise, a little laughter, then more cheers. He stumbled
among chairs. Perspiration stood on him so that he fumbled for his
handkerchief to wipe his face. His brain cleared a little in doing so.
He saw a bloated face that leered up from a table and realised that the
man was speaking to him. With his hasty gesture of refusal, his brain
cleared a little more, and he began to understand. He began to
understand, above all, how and why he had liked the dance.
They were outside an infinity later and walking through the cool night.
He glanced down, still rather stupidly, feeling his feet on sand, and
saw that his shoes were covered with it, and the black turned-up ankles
of his evening trousers. Looking ahead, he saw Jardine was on in front
with Muriel. He turned his head to steal a glance at Ursula, and cried
out on the instant.
"Ursula! You're wearing it!"
"Why not? You dropped it rather rudely."
He marvelled at her level voice. She was perfectly cool, he noticed,
looking straight ahead in her direct way as they walked. And the
flower was a trumpet-shaped hibiscus that burned in the opening of her
evening frock even against the white skin of her neck. He suddenly
understood his confused memories. They had laughed at him, and cheered
her when she had picked it up.
"Give it me, Ursula!" he cried. "Throw it away! You can't wear it!"
"Why ever not?"
"Well, she ... That girl!" Then, swiftly, with a kind of brazen anger:
"She was practically naked!"
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