Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
The Chapel had been an unforgettable experience. His first Sunday, at
the early service, Paul saw a vision of beauty which he had never
associated with religion before. The small clean Gothic sanctuary,
with its old oak stalls, its fourteenth-century chalice, its air of age
and quiet, was a new thing to him. The Dean, with his flaming scarlet
hood, "took up" the Eastward position it is true; but his reading was
so scholarly, his rendering of the service so reserved, that Paul knew
that here was an atmosphere which, if utterly familiar to most of the
men, was completely foreign to himself. Fervour, loud congregational
singing, intense pietism, all had gone; but in their stead had come a
sober solemn figure of austere beauty who was a new interpreter in
religion to him. The change entranced even while it repelled him.
Robed in his white surplice in his stall, he was aware of a historic
past which had scarcely concerned him religiously heretofore, and he
was awed into reverence. Back in his own room, it is true he was
chiefly conscious of a lack somewhere, a lack which, however, was made
up to him by the Cambridge Intercollegiate Christian Union with its
prayer meetings and its evening sermon to first year men in St.
Saviour's Church. But even these struck a new note. There was an
emphasis on the intellectual side of belief. That had been all but
entirely absent in Claxted.
His growing friendship with Manning emphasised all this. Manning was a
second year man who had rowed in his first year Lents and Mays, and was
now coaching the new freshers. Paul had tubbed late one evening, and
he and Manning had left the boathouse together. They bicycled back in
company, and in the porch of the college, the great man invited Paul in
to tea. He would scarcely have dared to refuse.
The other had ground-floor rooms, much finer and bigger than Paul's.
They had been redecorated; a baby grand stood in one corner; a
revolving bookcase by the fire held a terra-cotta Winged Victory; two
or three gilt-framed pictures graced the white-papered walls. "Take a
pew," said Manning carelessly, and shouted at the door for the kitchens.
He ordered "oils" and cakes lavishly, and when the buttered buns had
duly arrived and tea was well forward, Paul ventured a word of praise.
"What topping rooms you have," he said.
"Yes. They are rather jolly, aren't they? That's a genuine Corot over
there which I bamboozled the governor into letting me bring up. Are
you fond of art?"
"Very," said Paul, "but I know so little about it. Literature's more
in my line. I'm awfully keen. I say, I wonder if you'd come to 'The
Literary Lounge' one night?"
The other smiled. "That's the new freshers' effort, isn't it? Still,
I don't mind. What night?"
Paul was hugely delighted, and began to expand. "I'd love to know what
you think of some of my things," he said.
"You should show them to Tressor. He'd help you."
"Great Scott!" exclaimed Paul, "I shouldn't dare."
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