Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
"Oh not at all. I'm delighted. Look here, are you engaged to-morrow?
Come to luncheon, will you? You row, don't you? so you'll want to
leave early. I won't invite anybody else, and we can discuss them
then. Good-night."
The big man, with the heavy eyebrows, slightly bowed shoulders and
kindly eyes, smiled, nodded, and passed on. Manning followed him up to
Paul. "What did he say?" he asked.
Paul hardly liked to tell him. It seemed fantastic as he said it.
Manning nodded. "I thought as much," he said, smiling. "Remember me,
Kestern, when you're a big man. I at any rate put one of your feet on
the ladder."
Paul mumbled something, and soon escaped. His fire was out in his
room, but it mattered little; he could not sit down to read or think
quietly after all this. Up and down he paced, repeating Tressor's
words: "In its own way, it's a perfect poem." A perfect poem! And
Tressor had said it! Said it after those songs, those speeches; said
it in that company.
Then, as the boy passed and repassed, his eye fell on his text. He
looked at it critically: the frame and flowers and lettering were so
extraordinarily bad. A few weeks ago he had not remarked that. Still,
it was the words that mattered. What would the Master have thought of
the college feast? Cana of Galilee? Yes, but He would have been but a
visitor. Could He have had a real part in it?
Paul swung into a new train of thought. He considered the cost of it
all. Why, when he had refused the first cigar, Judson had said _he_
never refused a half-crown smoke. Half a crown for a cigar!--the thing
was monstrous to evangelical Paul. The smokes of the dinner alone
would have kept a catechist in India for a year! Probably the wines
would have paid the annual salary of a white missionary in China. And
with every tick of the clock, a heathen soul passed into eternity. How
often he had said it! What, then, was he doing among such things?
What part had he in such extravagance? "One is your Master, even
Christ."
Paul sighed, and reached for his diary. "The feast was wonderful (he
wrote), extraordinarily beautiful I thought.... But..." Then he went
to bed.
Wonder on wonders. The morning's post brought him a letter from the
editor of _The Granta_, accepting, magnanimously, a short story of an
imaginative nature that he had placed in Egypt with the aid of a
Baedeker. The editor asked, interestedly, if he had been there. He
supposed that Paul must have been, for the descriptions were so vivid.
Paul's porridge grew cold. He sat on with the letter in his hand.
Donaldson found him so, calling to go with him to a distant lecture.
"Hullo," he said, "not finished brekker? You're late again, four!"
"I say," said Paul, "_The Granta_'s taken that yarn of mine about
Egypt."
"By Jove, that's topping." Donaldson spoke enviously, staring at him.
"But I told you it was jolly good, didn't I?"
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