"No one knows. They left very quickly. Mr. Smith owed some money." It pained her so sordidly to touch Peter's tragedy. "He ran away?" concluded Peter, squarely facing it. Mrs. Paragon bent her head. Peter tried to say something. He wanted to tell his mother how suddenly precious to him was her knowledge and understanding. But he broke off and his mouth trembled. In a moment she had taken him as a child. At last she spoke to him again, wisely and bravely: "Try to put all this away," she pleaded. "You are too young. I want you to be happy with your friends." She paused shyly, a little daunted by the thought in her mind. Then she quietly continued: "I don't want you to think yet of women." She continued to urge him: "Life is so full of things. You think now only of this disappointment, but, Peter dear, I want you to be strong and famous." Her words, years afterwards to be remembered, passed over Peter's head. He hardly knew what she said. He was conscious only of her tenderness--his first comfort. It was the consecration of their discovered intimacy. Uncle Henry was away from home--not expected for several days. Peter was grateful for this. He could not have met the rosy man with the heartiness he required. Peter spent the evening talking to his mother of Oxford and his new friends. She quietly insisted that he should. But, when Peter was alone once more in his room, his grief came back the deadlier for being held away. He sat for half an hour in the dark. Then he left the room and knocked at his mother's door. "Is that you, Peter?" "I want to talk to you." The door was not locked and she called him in. He had a plan to discuss, but it could have waited. He merely obeyed a blind instinct to get away from his misery. His mother leaned from the bed on her elbow, and Peter sat beside her. She raised her arm to his shoulder with a gesture slow and large. Peter insensibly found comfort in her beauty. He had never before realised his mother was beautiful. Was it the open calm of her forehead or her deep eyes? "Can't you sleep, dear?" she asked. "I want to ask you something." "Well?" Mrs. Paragon tranquilly waited. "I want to go away," said Peter. "I can't bear to be so near to everything." Mrs. Paragon was immediately practical. "Where do you want to go?" she asked. "I could spend the vacation in London," suggested Peter. "What will your uncle say?" "Tell him everything." Mrs. Paragon smiled at herself explaining Peter's tragedy to Uncle Henry. "You want to go at once?" "Please." Peter's mother looked wistfully, with doubt in her heart. Her hand tightened on his arm. "I wonder," she almost whispered. "Can I trust you to go?" She looked at him with her calm eyes. "Peter," she said at last, "you still belong to me. You must come back to me as my own. Do you understand?"