The magnificence of the festival, and my condescension there, confirmed
the obstinately-credulous inhabitants in their first opinion of my
dignity. It appeared very soon, notwithstanding, in the newspapers, that
the reported journey of the king was wholly without foundation. But I
had been a king, and a king I was unfortunately compelled to remain; and
certainly I was one of the richest and kingliest who had ever appeared.
But what king could I be? The world has never had cause to complain of
any scarcity of monarchs, at least in our days; and the good people, who
had never seen one with their own eyes, first fixed on one, and then,
equally happily, on another; but Count Peter continued to be my name.
There once appeared among the visitors to the baths, a merchant who had
made himself a bankrupt in order to get rich, and he enjoyed the general
esteem; he was accompanied by a broad, palish shadow. He wished
ostentatiously to display the wealth he had acquired, and he determined
to be my rival. I applied to my bag. I drove on the poor devil at such
a rate, that in order to save himself he was obliged to become a bankrupt
a second time. Thus I got rid of him; and by similar means I created in
this neighbourhood many an idler and a vagabond.
Though I thus lived in apparent kingly pomp and prodigality, my habits at
home were simple and unpretending. With thoughtful foresight, I had made
it a rule that no one except Bendel, should on any pretence enter the
chamber which I occupied. As long as the sun shone I remained there
locked in. People said, "the count is engaged in his cabinet." The
crowds of couriers were kept in communication by these occupations, for I
dispatched and received them on the most trifling business. At evening,
alone, I received company under the trees, or in my saloon, which was
skilfully and magnificently lighted, according to Bendel's arrangement.
Whenever I went out Bendel watched round me with Argus' eyes; my steps
were always tending to the forester's garden, and that only for the sake
of _her_; the inmost spirit of my existence was my love.
My good Chamisso, I will hope you have not forgotten what love is! I
leave much to your filling up. Mina was indeed a love-worthy, good, and
gentle girl; I had obtained full possession of her thoughts; and in her
modesty she could not imagine how she had become worthy of my regard, and
that I dwelt only upon her; but she returned love for love, in the full
youthful energy of an innocent heart. She loved like a woman; all self-
sacrificing, self-forgetting, and living only in him who was her life,
careless even though she should perish: in a word, she truly loved.
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