I looked with dumb astonishment, now on the grey unknown, and now on the
writing. In the mean time he had dipped a new pen in a drop of my blood,
which was flowing from a scratch made by a thorn in my hand. He handed
the pen to me.
"Who are you, then?" I at last inquired.
"What does that matter?" he answered. "Don't you see what I am?--a poor
devil; a sort of philosopher or alchemist, who receives spare thanks for
great favours he confers on his friends; one who has no enjoyment in this
world, except a little _experimentializing_:--but sign, I pray--ay, just
there on the right, _Peter Schlemihl_."
I shook my head. "Forgive me, sir, for I will not sign."--"Not!" replied
he, with seeming surprise, "why not?"
"'Tis an affair that requires some consideration--to add my soul to my
shadow in the bargain."--"Oh, oh!" he exclaimed, "consideration!" and
burst into a loud laugh. "May I then be allowed to ask, what sort of a
thing is your soul? Have you ever seen it? Do you know what will become
of it when you are once departed? Rejoice that you have found somebody
to take notice of it; to buy, even during your lifetime, the reversion of
this X, this galvanic power, this polarising influence, or whatever the
silly trifle may turn out to be; to pay for it with your bodily shadow,
with something really substantial; the hand of your mistress, the
fulfilment of your prayers. Or will you rather deliver over the sweet
maiden to that contemptible scoundrel, Mr. Rascal? No, no! look to that
with your own eyes. Come hither; I will lend you the wishing-cap too,
(he drew something from his pocket), and we will have a ramble unseen
through the forest-garden."
I must confess I was sadly ashamed to be thus laughed at by this fellow.
I hated him from the bottom of my soul; and I believe this personal
antipathy prevented me, more than my principles, from giving the required
signature for my shadow, necessary as it was to me. The thought was
unbearable, that I should undertake such a walk in his company. This
sneaking scoundrel, this scornful, irritating imp, placing himself
betwixt me and my beloved, sporting with two bleeding hearts, roused my
deepest feelings. I looked on what had past as ordained, and considered
my misery as irretrievable. I turned upon the man and said:
"Sir, I sold you my shadow for this most estimable bag of yours: I have
repented it enough; if the bargain can be annulled, in the name of--" He
shook his head--looked at me with a dark frown. I began again: "I will
sell you nothing more of my possessions, though you may offer as high a
price as for my shadow; and I will sign nothing. Hence you may conclude
that the metamorphosis to which you invite me would perhaps be more
agreeable to you than to me. Forgive me, but it cannot be otherwise; let
us part."
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