He led me through the vacant chambers to an inner apartment, which
remained furnished. He fetched meat and drink--we sat down--he again
began to weep; he then told me that he had lately beaten the grey-clad
meagre man, whom he had met with my shadow, so lustily and so long, that
he lost all trace of me, and had sunk exhausted to the earth; that
afterwards, not being able to discover me, he had returned home, and that
the mob, excited by Rascal, had raised a tumult, broken the windows of
the house, and given full reins to their love of destruction. Thus they
had rewarded their benefactors. One after another my servants had fled.
The police of the place had ordered me to leave the town as a suspicious
person, allowing me a delay of only four-and-twenty hours to quit their
territory. He had a great deal to add to what I already knew of Rascal's
wealth and espousals. This scoundrel, who had originated all the
proceedings against me, must have possessed my secret from the beginning.
It seemed that, attracted by the gold, he had forced himself upon me, and
had procured a key for that treasure-chest where he laid the foundation
of his fortune, which he now seemed determined to enjoy.
Bendel told me all with abundant tears, and wept anew for joy at seeing
me again, and again possessing me: and he rejoiced that, after all his
fears as to what misfortune might have brought me, he found me bearing
everything with calmness and fortitude; for such was the form in which
despair reigned over me, while I saw gigantic and unchangeable misery
before me. I had wept away all my tears; grief could force out no other
accent of distress from my bosom. I raised against it, coldly and
unconcernedly, my uncovered head.
"Bendel," said I, "you know my fate. Not without certain guilt does the
heavy penalty fall on me. You, innocent being as you are, shall no
longer bind your destiny to mine, I will no longer let it be so. To-night
I will hasten away. Saddle me my horse--I ride alone--you must remain--I
require it. Some chests of gold must yet be here. They are now yours. I
shall wander restlessly through the world; but if a happier day should
dawn, and bliss should again smile upon me, I will faithfully think of
you; for on your faithful bosom I have wept in many a weary, wretched,
sorrowful hour."
The honest fellow obeyed with a broken heart this last command of his
master. It agonized his soul; but I was deaf to his representations and
entreaties, and blind to his tears. He brought the horse to me, I
pressed him while he wept against my breast, sprang into the saddle, and
pursued my way under the mantle of night from the grave of my existence;
indifferent as to the direction my horse might take. On the earth I had
no goal--no wish--no hope.
CHAPTER VIII.
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