Visions of old time floated in my soul. I inquired hastily: "Did Mr.
Jones give you his signature?" He smiled: "With so good a friend it was
not necessary."--"Where is he--where? By Heavens I will know!" He put
his hand slowly into his pocket, and drew out by the hair the pale and
ghastly form of Thomas Jones. Its blue and deadly lips trembled with the
dreadful words: "_Justo judicio Dei judicatus sum_; _justo judicio Dei
condemnatus sum_." I was horror-struck--I dashed the clinking purse
hastily into the abyss, and uttered these last words, "I conjure thee, in
the name of God, monster, begone, and never again appear before these
eyes." He rose up with a gloomy frown, and vanished instantaneously
behind the dark masses of rock which surrounded that wild and savage
place.
CHAPTER IX.
I sat there shadowless and penniless: but a heavy weight had been removed
from my bosom, and I was calm. Had I not lost my love, or had that loss
left me free from self-reproach, I believe I might have been happy; but I
knew not what steps I should take. I searched my pockets, and found that
a few pieces of gold remained to me; I counted them smilingly. I had
left my horse at the inn below. I was ashamed to return there, at least
till the setting of the sun--and the sun was high in the heavens. I laid
myself down in the shade of a neighbouring tree, and fell quietly asleep.
The sweetest images danced cheerfully around me in my delightful dreams.
Mina, crowned with a garland of flowers, hovered over me, and cheered me
with an affectionate smile. The noble Bendel was there, too, weaving a
flowery wreath, and approaching me with a friendly greeting. Many others
also were there, and among them methought I saw even thee, Chamisso, in
the distant crowd. A bright light shone, but there were no shadows; and,
what was more singular, all appeared happy--flowers and songs, and love
and joy, under groves of palms. I could hardly realize, understand, or
point out the flitting, swiftly dispersed, and lovely forms; but I
enjoyed such visions, I would fain not awake--but I awoke,--though I kept
my eyes closed, that the vanishing dreams might play a little longer
round my soul.
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