The sun had risen, and we were meeting with passengers; so I reluctantly
consented. With a smile, he immediately let my shadow glide down to the
ground; and I beheld it take its place by that of my horse, and gaily
trot along with me. My feelings were anything but pleasant. I rode
through groups of country people, who respectfully made way for the
well-mounted stranger. Thus I proceeded, occasionally stealing a
sidelong glance with a beating heart from my horse at the shadow once my
own, but now, alas, accepted as a loan from a stranger, or rather a
fiend. He moved on carelessly at my side, whistling a song. He being on
foot, and I on horseback, the temptation to hazard a silly project
occurred to me; so, suddenly turning my bridle, I set spurs to my horse,
and at full gallop struck into a by-path; but my shadow, on the sudden
movement of my horse, glided away, and stood on the road quietly awaiting
the approach of its legal owner. I was obliged to return abashed towards
the grey man; but he very coolly finished his song, and with a laugh set
my shadow to rights again, reminding me that it was at my option to have
it irrevocably fixed to me, by purchasing it on just and equitable terms.
“I hold you,” said he, “by the shadow; and you seek in vain to get rid of
me. A rich man like you requires a shadow, unquestionably; and you are
to blame for not having seen this sooner.”
I now continued my journey on the same road; every convenience and even
luxury of life was mine; I moved about in peace and freedom, for I
possessed a shadow, though a borrowed one; and all the respect due to
wealth was paid to me. But a deadly disease preyed on my heart. My
extraordinary companion, who gave himself out to be the humble attendant
of the richest individual in the world, was remarkable for his dexterity;
in short, his singular address and promptitude admirably fitted him to be
the very _beau ideal_ of a rich man’s lacquey. But he never stirred from
my side, and tormented me with constant assurances that a day would most
certainly come when, if it were only to get rid of him, I should gladly
comply with his terms, and redeem my shadow. Thus he became as irksome
as he was hateful to me. I really stood in awe of him—I had placed
myself in his power. Since he had effected my return to the pleasures of
the world, which I had resolved to shun, he had the perfect mastery of
me. His eloquence was irresistible, and at times I almost thought he was
in the right. A shadow is indeed necessary to a man of fortune; and if I
chose to maintain the position in which he had placed me, there was only
one means of doing so. But on one point I was immovable: since I had
sacrificed my love for Minna, and thereby blighted the happiness of my
whole life, I would not now, for all the shadows in the universe be
induced to sign away my soul to this being—I knew not how it might end.
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