Phantastes: A Faerie Romance for Men and WomenMacDonald, George
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Phantastes: A Faerie Romance for Men and Women
MacDonald, George
Fantasy fiction
suddenly withdrawn as from a fire, and disappeared in the darkness and
the rain. Overcome with the mingling of terror and joy, I lay for some
time almost insensible. The first thing I remember is the sound of a
voice above me, full and low, and strangely reminding me of the sound
of a gentle wind amidst the leaves of a great tree. It murmured over
and over again: “I may love him, I may love him; for he is a man, and I
am only a beech-tree.” I found I was seated on the ground, leaning
against a human form, and supported still by the arms around me, which
I knew to be those of a woman who must be rather above the human size,
and largely proportioned. I turned my head, but without moving
otherwise, for I feared lest the arms should untwine themselves; and
clear, somewhat mournful eyes met mine. At least that is how they
impressed me; but I could see very little of colour or outline as we
sat in the dark and rainy shadow of the tree. The face seemed very
lovely, and solemn from its stillness; with the aspect of one who is
quite content, but waiting for something. I saw my conjecture from her
arms was correct: she was above the human scale throughout, but not
greatly.
“Why do you call yourself a beech-tree?” I said.
“Because I am one,” she replied, in the same low, musical, murmuring
voice.
“You are a woman,” I returned.
“Do you think so? Am I very like a woman then?”
“You are a very beautiful woman. Is it possible you should not know
it?”
“I am very glad you think so. I fancy I feel like a woman sometimes. I
do so to-night—and always when the rain drips from my hair. For there
is an old prophecy in our woods that one day we shall all be men and
women like you. Do you know anything about it in your region? Shall I
be very happy when I am a woman? I fear not, for it is always in nights
like these that I feel like one. But I long to be a woman for all
that.”
I had let her talk on, for her voice was like a solution of all musical
sounds. I now told her that I could hardly say whether women were happy
or not. I knew one who had not been happy; and for my part, I had often
longed for Fairy Land, as she now longed for the world of men. But then
neither of us had lived long, and perhaps people grew happier as they
grew older. Only I doubted it.
I could not help sighing. She felt the sigh, for her arms were still
round me. She asked me how old I was.
“Twenty-one,” said I.
“Why, you baby!” said she, and kissed me with the sweetest kiss of
winds and odours. There was a cool faithfulness in the kiss that
revived my heart wonderfully. I felt that I feared the dreadful Ash no
more.
“What did the horrible Ash want with me?” I said.
“I am not quite sure, but I think he wants to bury you at the foot of
his tree. But he shall not touch you, my child.”
“Are all the ash-trees as dreadful as he?”
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