Phases of an Inferior PlanetGlasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
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Phases of an Inferior Planet
Glasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
Fiction
She was possessed with a pulsating memory of the evening before--of
Anthony, and of the kiss he had left upon her lips. Then swift darts of
fear shot through her that it might all be unreal--that, upon leaving
her, he had yielded once more to the sway of his judgment. She did not
want judgment, she wanted love.
As she looked at her image in the long mirror, meeting her haggard face
and dilated eyes, she grew white with the foreboding of failure. What
was there left in her that a man might love? What was she--the wreck of
a woman's form--that she could immortalize a man's fugitive desire? Was
it love, after all? Was it not pity, passing itself for passion? Her
cheeks flamed and her pulses beat feverishly.
She turned from the glass and looked at her walking-gown lying upon the
bed.
"I can't wait," she said, breathlessly. "I must see him. He must tell me
with his own lips that it is true."
She dressed herself with quivering fingers, stumbling over the buttons
of her coat. Then she put on her hat and tied a dark veil over her face.
As she came down-stairs she met Miss Ramsey in the hall.
"Mariana, you are not going out!" she exclaimed.
"Only a little way," said Mariana.
"But it has clouded. It may rain."
"Not before I return. Good-bye."
She opened the hall door. Pausing for an instant upon the threshold, a
soft, damp air struck her, and overhead a ray of sunshine pierced the
clouds.
She fastened the furs at her throat and descended to the street.
At first she had no definite end in view, but when she had walked a
block the idea of seeing Anthony grew stronger, and she turned in the
direction of his house. The contact of the moist air invigorated her,
and she felt less weak than she had believed herself to be. When she
reached the rectory she hesitated a moment with her hand upon the bell,
trembling before the thought of seeing him--of hearing him speak. She
rang, and the door was opened.
"Can I see Father Algarcife?" she asked.
Agnes eyed her curiously.
"Why, he's at church!" she responded. "He's been gone about a half-hour
or so. Is it important?"
"No, no," answered Mariana, her voice recovering. "Don't say I called,
please. I'll come again."
"Perhaps you'll step in and rest a bit. You look tired. You can sit in
the study if you like."
"Oh no, I will go on. I will go to the church." She started, and then
turned back. "I believe I will come in for a few minutes," she said.
She entered the house and passed through the open door into the study. A
bright fire was burning, and the dog was lying before it. She seated
herself in the easy-chair, resting her head against the cushions. Agnes
stood on the rug and looked at her.
"You are the lady that came once in that terrible storm," she said.
"Yes, I am the one."
"Would you like a glass of water--or wine?"
Mariana looked up, in the hope of dismissing her.
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