Another patient of mine, a clergyman’s wife, was extremely nervous,
depressed, and suffered from insomnia, from nightmares, from panophobia,
general fear, dread of the unknown, from claustrophobia, fear of
remaining alone, fear of darkness and numerous other fears and insistent
ideas, into the details of which I cannot go here. By means of the
hypnoidal state the symptoms were traced to impressions of early
childhood; when at the age of five, the patient was suddenly confronted
by a maniacal woman. The child was greatly frightened, and since that
time she became possessed by the fear of insanity. When the patient gave
birth to her child, she was afraid the child would become insane; many a
time she even had a feeling that the child _was_ insane. Thus the fear
of insanity is traced to an experience of early childhood, an experience
which, having become subconscious, is manifesting itself persistently in
the patient’s consciousness.
The patient’s parents were very religious, and the child was brought up
not only in the fear of God, but also in the fear of hell and the devil.
Being sensitive and imaginative, the devils of the gospel were to her
stern realities. She had a firm belief in “diabolical possessions” and
“unclean spirits”; the legend of Jesus exorcising in the country of the
Gadarenes unclean spirits, whose name is Legion, was to her a tangible
reality. She was brought up on brimstone and pitch, with everlasting
fires of the “bottomless pit” for sinners and unbelievers. In the
hypnoidal state she clearly remembered the preacher, who used every
Sunday to give her the horrors by his picturesque descriptions of the
tortures of the “bottomless pit.” She was in anguish over the unsolved
question: “Do little sinner-girls go to hell?” This fear of hell made
the little girl feel depressed and miserable and poisoned many a
cheerful moment of her life.
What a lasting effect and what a melancholy gloom this fear of ghosts
and of unclean spirits of the bottomless pit produced on this young life
may be judged from the following facts: When the patient was about
eleven years old, a young girl, a friend of hers, having noticed the
patient’s fear of ghosts, played on her one of those silly, practical
jokes, the effect of which on sensitive natures is often disastrous and
lasting. The girl disguised herself as a ghost, in a white sheet, and
appeared to the patient, who was just on the point of falling asleep.
The child shrieked in terror and fainted. Since that time the patient
suffered from nightmares and was mortally afraid to sleep alone; she
passed many a night in a state of excitement, frenzied with the fear of
apparitions and ghosts.
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