Philochristus: Memoirs of a Disciple of the LordAbbott, Edwin Abbott
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Philochristus: Memoirs of a Disciple of the Lord
Abbott, Edwin Abbott
Christian fiction; Jesus Christ -- Fiction
But for all these sights we had at that time no leisure; or if we noted
them, they brought no delight to our eyes, being unto us but as signs and
tokens that we were exiles. Our great river Jordan, the river of Joshua
and of Gideon, a river of mighty works and wonders of the Lord, how
exceeding small did it appear, even as a mere rivulet, in this land of the
Gentiles where it first arose! The cavern of Pan also and the temple of
Augustus filled us with sad thoughts, to think how all the world was
covered with the worship of false gods as with a net; so that, save in one
little corner of Syria, the true God was not known. The name of Augustus
also, yea, and the very names of the town whereon we looked, Paneas and
Cæsarea Philippi, these all but spake aloud, testifying unto us how great
was the power not only of the Greek worship, but also of the Roman
kingdom, inasmuch as our own princes built these temples and towns, and
called them by the names our conquerors. Wherefore it was not possible
that a son of Israel, fresh from Galilee, should look on such sights as
these and not feel downcast.
Jesus stood a while, steadfastly beholding the temple; then he sat down
amid the rest of us. Our speech among ourselves had, even before, become
less and less while we waited for that which was to come from Jesus: for
we had all perceived these many hours that he purposed to say unto us some
new and strange thing. But now, because we knew that the time was at hand,
none dared so much as to open his mouth; and a deep silence and a great
fear fell on us; and we saw the lips of Jesus moving as if in prayer. But
when Jesus at last opened his mouth to speak, he said nothing at first
such as we had expected and dreaded. For he neither rebuked us nor
prophesied evil, but only asked us touching himself (calling himself by
that familiar title whereof I have made mention above) what the common
people considered him to be, saying, “Whom do men say that I the Son of
man am?” Straightway all the disciples began severally to make answer,
saying that most men in that region deemed him to be Elias risen from the
dead; but that others supposed him to be the prophet concerning whom Moses
had prophesied, and others again called him one of the prophets. These
several answers we made to Jesus readily and promptly, for our hearts were
lightened because we supposed that this was the question that he had had
so long in mind, for which we had all been waiting. But Jesus, as I noted,
listened to our speech as a mother listeneth to the prattle of her
children. For his lips still moved as if in prayer, and his eyes were
fixed upon the temple on the rock before him; and his mind was not with us
nor with our words, but with something that still was to come from the
depths of the future.
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