Philochristus: Memoirs of a Disciple of the LordAbbott, Edwin Abbott
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Philochristus: Memoirs of a Disciple of the Lord
Abbott, Edwin Abbott
Christian fiction; Jesus Christ -- Fiction
And lo, while we were still reporting this and that, touching the opinions
of the common people, Jesus turned himself round and set his eyes full
upon us who were sitting before him, but most directly (as it seemed to
me) upon Peter, who was face to face with him: and he opened his mouth and
said, “But whom say ye that I am?” As he spake these words, he looked at
us for an instant as if he could read our inmost hearts, and as if he knew
that we could not and would not deceive him. Then he turned from us again,
as though to leave us to our own thoughts, because he would not constrain
us nor draw forth from us any word that was not our own: and so he
remained, gazing steadfastly on the rock and waiting for our answer, for
as long, I suppose, as one would take to count ten very slowly.
I have read in a certain story of enchantments how a prince was caused by
a magician to plunge his head into a vessel of water and to hold his
breath, and behold, while he was holding his breath beneath the water, he
seemed to himself to have travelled long journeys and to have been
shipwrecked and to have had many other adventures, and to have married a
wife and reared up children, and to have passed through a life of many
years even till he had reached old age, and all this within the compass of
a single breath. Even so was it with us while Jesus was waiting our
answer. For we seemed in that moment to be summing up all our past life
and all the life that lay before us, in order to answer this question of
Jesus aright. For we dared not lie to him nor flatter him; yea, rather we
would have displeased him sooner than have flattered him. Such a
constraint lay upon us to speak the truth at all times in his presence;
and especially now. But what the truth might be we knew not, and searched
through all the past and groped in the future, if perchance we might light
upon it.
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