To sadness and to self
We should not enter in—
Sadness the shadow of self
And self the shadow of sin—
Unless because the whole
Of human life appears
Clear only when the soul
Is darken’d thro’ with tears.
The day too full of light
With light her own light mars;
But in the shading night
The shining host of stars.
That, leaving manhood, men
Should kiss the hands of grief
And, loving but the wen,
The wart, the wither’d leaf,
Amass a hoard of husks
When joy is in the corn
Nor ever evening dusks
Without the tints of morn,
Informs with doubt if good
Be, or omnipotent;
Since in the brightest blood
This idle discontent.
Joy, jester at herself,
And happiness, of woe,
If self at peace with self
Know not, when shall he know?
So one, a prosperous man;
Nightly the people fill
His toast, and what he can
Is only what he will.
They shout; his name is wed
With thunders; torches flare;
Tost in a wretched bed
He chews a trifling care.
III
One says in scorn, ‘The strife
To live well keeps us well,
And ’tis the unworthy life
That makes the prison cell.’
And one, ‘An angel stood
On sands of withering heat;
The flowerless solitude
Grew green beneath his feet.’
A third, ‘Many would lief
Endure thy solitude
As else. Ascribe thy grief
To poison in the blood.’
And I, ‘O Soul, content
Yet in thine exile dwell,
And live up to thy bent.
Not more than well is well;
But take the sports divine,
The largesse of the earth;
Wind-drinking steeds be thine
And blowsèd chase—the mirth
Of those who wisely draw
Their lives in nature’s vein
And live in the large law,
Of slaying or being slain.
‘Or learn by looking round.
Lift up thine eyes. Avow
The gardener of thy ground
Doth worthier work than thou.
From his poor cot he wends
At early break of day;
His pretty charges tends
In his unskilful way.
Much wearied with his toil
He labours thro’ the hours,
And pours upon the soil
Refreshment for his flowers.
‘Tho’ bent with aged stoop,
To him no rest is given,
But the heads of those that droop
He raises up to heaven.
Half ready for the grave,
His weakness he forgets,
More scrupulous to save
The breath of violets.
But at the evening hour
When he shall seek repose,
The voice of every flower
Will bless him as he goes.’
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SELF-SORROWS
I
These stones that idly make
An idle land and lie,
Fantastic forms, or break
Down crumbling hills not high
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