“I had such a sister,” said he slowly. His eyes were not turned toward
her. They were fixed upon a little model of St. Catherine of Siena,--a
virgin among the clouds,--which was set in the panel of an old cabinet
beside him. “I had such a sister--Rosamund; she is dead.”
“Mrs. Haddon told us so,” said Phyllis. “She talked about your mother,
and your sister, and of the influence which they had had upon your
life--your career.”
“They are both dead,” said he.
“They did not live to see your triumph; that is what your tone
suggests,” said she. “That is what Mrs. Haddon said--the tears were in
her eyes--last night, Mr. Courtland. I wish you could have heard her. I
wish you could have heard what she said when someone made a commonplace
remark as to how sad it was they were dead.”
“What did she say, Miss Ayrton?”
“She said, ‘No, no; please do not talk about death overtaking such as
they. The mother, who transmits her nature to the son, renews her life
in him; it is not he, but his mother, who lives.’ And then she asked,
‘Do you suppose that Herbert Courtland ever sets out on any of his great
enterprises without thinking of his mother and sister, without feeling
that he must do something worthy of them, something for their sake?
And you talk of them as if they were dead--as if they had passed
away forever from the concerns of earth!’ That is what she said, Mr.
Courtland.”
He had bent forward on his low seat, and was leaning his head on one
of his hands. He had his eyes fixed on the parquet of the floor. He was
motionless. He did not speak a word.
“Mrs. Haddon said something more,” Phyllis continued, after a pause. Her
voice had fallen still another tone. “‘Yes,’ she said, as if musing,
‘dead--dead! A man is as his mother has made him. He is with her from
the moment she loves his father. She is evermore thinking of him; he is
precious to her before the mystery of his birth is revealed to her.
He grows up by her side, and loves her because he knows that she
understands him. She does understand him, and she understands his father
better by understanding her son.’ She said that, Mr. Courtland, and I
felt that she had spoken one of the greatest truths of this mysterious
life of ours. Then she said, ‘Herbert Courtland is a man who has lived
with honor to himself, with honor to the memory of his mother, and of
his sister, whom he loved. He is a man, and he has not merely attained
distinction in the world; if he is without fear, he is also without
reproach; and ask him if he has not been strengthened in his fight with
whatever of base may have risen up within him, being a man, from day to
day, by the thought that his sister is one with him; that his purity of
heart and of act is the purity of his mother and his sister, upon which
no stain must ever come.’ That was all she said, Mr. Courtland.”
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