There was a long pause after she had spoken. He sat there with his head
bent, his fingers interlaced. He had his eyes fixed upon the floor. His
cup of tea stood untasted beside him on a little Algerian table.
And she--as she looked at him her soft eyes became dim with tears.
She knew that the words which she had spoken, the words which she had
repeated as they were spoken by the lady whom she had met the previous
night, had awakened many memories within him. She too had her memories.
She knew that there was a certain gratefulness in the midst of the
bitterness of such memories.
That was all she knew.
And the tears continued to well up to her eyes until she was aware that
he had risen from his seat and was standing in front of her. She drew
her hand across her eyes. She saw a movement in his lips. They were
trembling, but no sound came from them. The hand that he stretched out
to her was trembling also. She put her own into it. He held her hand
tightly for a moment, then dropped it suddenly and almost fled from the
room, without uttering a word.
For a few moments she stood where he had left her, and then she went to
a sofa and seated herself upon it. The tears that had come to her eyes
before, now began to fall; she thought, girl that she was, that she
could understand what were the feelings of the man who had just parted
from her. She thought that he was overcome at the reflection that the
distinction which he had won in the world could not be shared by those
whom he loved, those who would have valued far more than he did the
honor that was being done to him.
The pity of it! Oh, the pity of it!
Ella had told her one day when they had talked together about Herbert
Courtland, that he had no relation alive, that he stood alone in the
world. The information had not meant much to her then; but when she had
heard Mrs. Haddon speak on the previous evening about his attachment to
his mother and his sister, she remembered what Ella has said, and her
heart was full of pity for him. She had made up her mind to tell him all
that Mrs. Haddon had said, for surely more sympathetic words had never
been spoken; and her opportunity had come sooner than she expected.
Their chat together had led naturally up to Mrs. Haddon, and she had
been able to repeat to him almost word for word all that his mother’s
friend had said.
Her heart felt for him. Surely the sweetest reward that can come to a
man who has toiled and fought and conquered was denied to the man who
had just parted from her. He had toiled and conquered; but not for him
was the joy of seeing pride on the face of those who claimed him as
their kin. His father had been killed when he had charged with a brigade
through the lines of a stubborn enemy--everyone knew the story. His
mother and sister had died when he was beginning to make a name for
himself. He had gone forth from the loneliness of his home to the
loneliness of the tropical forest; and he had returned to the loneliness
of London.
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