American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“Did you stay for my sake? Don’t be stingy--say yes,” he coaxed.
“No--no indeed, there was lots to be done here.”
She stepped back up the stairs, half disgusted at both her own and
Jack’s actions. She tried not to be one of those helpless girls who
unconsciously betray themselves, and whose behavior is controlled
solely by their impulses. She could not comprehend in what manner
she had become apathetic toward Walter--Walter who was so tender,
thoughtful, and true to her. She would have expressed the utmost
surprise and disapprobation if she had heard that another had been
detected in this immodest affair--if indeed, she had believed it
possible.
“I stayed because I did not like to leave my guest alone, and because I
really had things to do.”
“But I am vain enough to think that had I not been here the ‘things to
do’ would have remained as they were.”
As Jack made this assertion he drew Betty gently back to him and
pressed his lips to the top of her head. She stood as if held by a vice.
“Please--please, Jack, won’t you help me to be good? I owe so much to
Walter.”
“Money is money, my little boy, but there is no such thing as a love
debt. We know not where love goes or whence it comes. We only know that
it has come to you--and to me. It has caught us as fish are caught in a
net, and I can think of no escape.”
“But we must do something. Can’t we pray for guidance?”
“No--I can only pray that in some way I shall soon be able to make you
mine.”
Again he kissed the top of her head, and as she turned to resist him,
he folded her slowly but closely into his arms. She yielded--their lips
met, every nerve and fibre tense in the two young bodies.
“You were mine in heaven, darling, long before you came to earth. I
lost you--and all these years I’ve been searching for you; now I’ve
found you, never, never to let you go--mine--you must be mine.”
“Oh, Jack, how can I ever look at Walter again?” sobbed Betty, tearing
herself away. “I can never make my peace with God and him,” she said
brokenly. “I shall always be afraid in the day lest my actions betray
my guilt, and at night I shall be afraid to sleep for fear some
self-accusing word may escape my lips.”
“It would be cruel for me to subject you to such misery,” said Jack,
leading her to a comfortable couch, which stood before a large open
fire. “Come with me--come until we can arrange to be each other’s?”
“Leave--leave Walter?” she asked, as if half dazed. The words seemed
crude--unreal, if she had suddenly awakened from a dream whose content
was even now vague and fast fading into the subconscious.
“Come, darling, we’ll solve it later,” said Jack, holding her closer in
his arms. “My little boy is so frightened now.”
His words and movements indicated possession. She was now the ruling
passion of his life----.
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