American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
Betty shuddered at the mention of the word.
“No,” she answered, shaking with emotion--“never have I been your
sweetheart, and my grief is that I never realized how truly I did love
Walter. He was ever present, dependable, and true. I felt that I could
put out my hand in the dark and he was always there to guide and help
me, yet I shunned that hand, and deliberately planned to ruin him--to
ruin him--just as if I had been his worst enemy. The things one is
sure of are the things one casts aside, and I, like a venturesome
child, reached for those that were forbidden.”
As she talked her breath came more evenly; the stricture around her
heart relaxed, she leant back in the garden seat, as she felt her
throat tighten and tears rising to her eyes. She could not keep them
back; she was not strong enough. They fell and fell, and from time to
time she brushed them away with her handkerchief.
“Then you’ve stopped--loving me--my little boy has stopped loving me,”
Jack repeated mechanically.
“It was only an ephemeral love--can you forget it and me?” she
asked, gently touching his arm. Like the balmy air of spring was the
gentleness of her presence beside him, and, unrelenting as she was, it
was enough that she was there.
“And you’ll never be mine?” Jack added, turning again to look into the
eyes that held the world for him.
“No--I am married. My husband is dead, but I am married and always
shall be. I was not true to him while I had him for my own, but the
veil is lifted from my eyes and until we see each other again I am his.
For God knows that I loved him.”
At these words a peaceful expression settled upon the pale face, and
Jack saw and realized that whatever of shallowness her nature had
contained had been consumed in the flame of her tragedy. The real
Betty was before him, showing the honesty, the nobility, of her true
spirit--depth had taken the place of shallowness. She had lost and
suffered and this made her still dearer to him, and sacred. He felt the
urgings of his better nature bidding him to forget self in the presence
of this sorrowing woman. And he saw that his love could not be--that
his relationship to her henceforth would have to be on a more unselfish
plane.
They slowly retraced their steps through the aisle of poplars.
“May I still be to you what Walter should have liked me to be?” asked
Jack tenderly, and the answer came distinctly, “Yes, his friend and
mine.”
“THE WHITE PETAL”
There never lived another man so utterly unreliable as Albert Wilbur.
If he promised to be at a certain place at a certain time one could
count definitely on his absence. But I never thought he would overlook
an appointment as important as that which he had made to meet me at his
country house on the night of August 3, 1919.
The two Wilbur boys--John and his adopted brother, Albert--were from
childhood my most intimate friends, and I often found it necessary to
help Albert out of serious difficulties.
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