American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
Professor Symonds looked handsome; that was because he was sitting
down. His nose was large, but well shaped. Perhaps, after reflecting
somewhat, I should say it was a bit too long. His forehead was just
an ordinary forehead. But his eyes--let me see, they were of an
indescribable color, and his lashes were very long--either long or his
eyes were deeply set. I think it was both that gave me the impression.
You see I was only sent to interview him and I tried not to stare.
Besides it was his mouth that I wanted to look at, and in fact I am
conscious now of having looked too hard, but his mouth was decidedly
crooked. When he laughed it was more so, but his teeth were large,
white and straight. So on the whole it did not detract from his
appearance, but I had a keen inclination to hold his mouth and force
him to smile straight. Smile I say, but I had only seen him smile once
and then very slightly. What I really wanted to do was to coerce him,
but it could not be done; he was thinking--thinking of something that
was not conducive to smiles.
He arose slowly to greet me. Arose, as one disturbed most unwillingly.
While rising he screwed the top on his fountain pen and leisurely
adjusted it to his inside pocket. He received me kindly but with
manifest annoyance. His face reddened when I told him my mission,
and he walked deliberately away from me after I became seated. This
discouraged me, but I noticed to my complete satisfaction that he was
not handsome--he was not handsome and his clothes were not a good fit.
I was glad of these facts, because when I entered the room there was
something in the atmosphere, something intangible about the melancholy
figure that excited my sympathy and even made my heart beat quicker.
But now I saw plainly from his demeanor--his utter indifference--that
he regarded me only as a reporter. This was why I was glad to see he
was just a short, homely man.
I said, “I hope you’ll pardon my intrusion at this trying hour. I was
compelled to come for an interview.”
“Interview! How extraordinary, when a man’s wife is lying dead.” His
air of surprise did not deceive me, for I knew that many reporters
had preceded me. But I felt hurt in my whole being at the rebuff. How
could I justify myself for having to confront him at this hour--for this
indelicate visit. My color rose, I rose, and the temperature rose. For
a moment I could not speak; when my voice returned I replied humbly,
most humbly, “The editor gave me the assignment, and I try never to
fall down on my job. You must know that it is hard--quite as hard for
me as it is for you.” I felt all at once the fact that in my effort to
succeed in my business I had overlapped conventionalities too rashly.
“Damn editors, they have no feeling for anyone,” he muttered; then
asked my pardon. I bowed my head and tried to look more modest than a
reporter can look.
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