American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“Both men and women have strongly developed or even instinctive sex
complexes and the physical call of a mate transcends the restrictions
that herd instinct places upon our modern society. In other words, it
is the elemental appeal that is too strong for the system of barriers
society has thrown around modern life. We were congenial, yes, loving
and loved, but our natures differed; our habits had not grown together,
so our ways parted through no fault of either. Our emotional structures
also differed, and the instinctive emotions dominated. Perhaps you will
think this explanation incongruous, but I know it to be the truth,
and the result of it all is what I am now facing. I see now that my
selfishness was chiefly responsible. I was, by nature, the stronger of
the two; it was in my power to influence my wife, but we drifted and
the realization of the situation came too late.
“In her loneliness she had appealed to Milton and he responded. In him
she found a companion with a kindred spirit. They both loved life and
what it brought. Now that they are both dead there is only one thing I
can do for them, and that is to preserve their reputations, and save
them from the disgrace of a disclosure. The public only knows, from
the letter found on Milton, that they loved each other; it does not
and shall not know more.” His head was bent and his voice filled with
anguish.
“If I had only known sooner I believe I could have saved her the tragic
end. She was returning to me--returning to me, I am confident, for she
had entered the garden before she swallowed the poison.”
I still did not speak or move and he talked on without a pause. But now
he seemed to pull himself together, and I could see an increasing air
of satisfaction and gratification in his demeanor, as he found himself
confiding in a hearer who was growing more and more sympathetic.
“It is evident that Milton had left her. It was what such propensities
always lead to and only what I had expected. Life to be successful
must be regular and conventional. We humans are too susceptible to the
opinions of others to ignore for long any irregularities, and, as I
say, he had left her and gone to Washington. Perhaps he was returning
to his wife or perhaps he had just grown tired; anyhow he had reached
there before he heard that Helen was dead. He probably thought I’d kill
him, so he saved me the trouble.
“Dear, dear, how I should love to do something for you,” I said
involuntarily, urged by the flood of sympathy the tragic tale had
evoked. Then I realized that Professor Symonds might misunderstand me
and think my remark too forward.
“It isn’t a situation to be envied, is it?”
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