“I was not wounded, my captain,” he replied.
“Then what is the matter with you? Are you sad because of the deaths of
your comrades?”
“It is not that,” he replied; “there are plenty more where they came
from. It is because of my own death that I am sad.”
“But you are not dead!”
“I shall be soon,” he averred.
“What makes you think so?” I demanded.
“When I return to the ship, they will kill me for what I did last night.
If I do not return, I shall be killed here. No one could live alone for
long in such a country as this.”
“If you serve me well and obey me, you will not be killed if we succeed
in the reaching the _Sofal_ again,” I assured him.
At that he brightened perceptibly. “I shall serve you well and obey you,
my captain,” he promised, and presently he was smiling and singing again
as though he had not a single care in the world and there was no such
thing as death.
On several occasions, when I had glanced back at my companions, I had
discovered Duare’s eyes upon me, and in each instance she had turned
them away quickly, as though I had surprised and embarrassed her in some
questionable act. I had spoken to her only when necessary, for I had
determined to atone for my previous conduct by maintaining a purely
official attitude toward her that would reassure her and give her no
cause for apprehension as to my intentions.
This was a difficult rôle for me to play while I yearned to take her
into my arms and tell her again of the great love that was consuming me;
but I had succeeded so far in controlling myself and saw no reason to
believe that I should not be able to continue to do so, at least as long
as Duare continued to give me no encouragement. The very idea that she
might give me encouragement caused me to smile in spite of myself.
Presently, much to my surprise, she said, “You are very quiet. What is
the matter?”
It was the first time that Duare had ever opened a conversation with me
or given me any reason to believe that I existed for her as a
personality; I might have been a clod of earth or a piece of furniture,
for all the interest she had seemed to take in me since those two
occasions upon which I had surprised her as she watched me from the
concealing foliage of her garden.
“There is nothing the matter with me,” I assured her. “I am only
concerned with your welfare and the necessity for getting you back to
the _Sofal_ as quickly as possible.”
“You do not talk any more,” she complained. “Formerly, when I saw you,
you used to talk a great deal.”
“Probably altogether too much,” I admitted, “but you see, now I am
trying not to annoy you.”
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