Her eyes fell to the ground. “It would not annoy me,” she said almost
inaudibly, but now that I was invited to do the very thing that I had
been longing to do, I became dumb; I could think of nothing to say. “You
see,” she continued in her normal voice, “conditions are very different
now from any that I have ever before encountered. The rules and
restrictions under which I have lived among my own people cannot, I now
realize, be expected to apply to situations so unusual or to people and
places so foreign to those whose lives they were intended to govern.
“I have been thinking a great deal about many things—and you. I
commenced to think these strange thoughts after I saw you the first time
in the garden at Kooaad. I have thought that perhaps it might be nice to
talk to other men than those I am permitted to see in the house of my
father, the jong. I became tired of talking to these same men and to my
women, but custom had made a slave and a coward of me. I did not dare do
the things I most wished to do. I always wanted to talk to you, and now
for the brief time before we shall be again aboard the _Sofal_, where I
must again be governed by the laws of Vepaja, I am going to be free; I
am going to do what I wish; I am going to talk to you.”
This naïve declaration revealed a new Duare, one in the presence of whom
it was going to be most difficult to maintain an austere Platonicism;
yet I continued to steel myself to the carrying out of my resolve.
“Why do you not talk to me?” she demanded when I made no immediate
comment on her confession.
“I do not know what to talk about,” I admitted, “unless I talk about the
one thing that is uppermost in my mind.”
She was silent for a moment, her brows knit in thought, and then she
asked with seeming innocence, “What is that?”
“Love,” I said, looking into her eyes.
Her lids dropped and her lips trembled. “No!” she exclaimed. “We must
not talk of that; it is wrong; it is wicked.”
“Is love wicked on Amtor?” I asked.
“No, no; I do not mean that,” she hastened to deny; “but it is wrong to
speak to me of love until after I am twenty.”
“May I then, Duare?” I asked.
She shook her head, a little sadly I thought. “No, not even then,” she
answered. “You may never speak to me of love, without sinning, nor may I
listen without sinning, for I am the daughter of a jong.”
“Perhaps it would be safer were we not to talk at all,” I said glumly.
“Oh, yes, let us talk,” she begged. “Tell me about the strange world you
are supposed to come from.”
To amuse her, I did as she requested; and walking beside her I devoured
her with my eyes until at last we came to the ocean. Far out I saw the
_Sofal_, and now came the necessity for devising a scheme by which we
might signal her.
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