Time hung heavily upon my hands. I read a great deal, but an active
young man cannot satisfy all his varied life interests with books alone.
And then there was the garden at my right. I had been advised to avoid
that end of my veranda, but I did not, at least not when Danus was
absent. When he was away I haunted that end of the veranda, but it
seemed deserted. And then one day I caught a glimpse of her; she was
watching me from behind a flowering shrub.
I was close to the fence that separated my runway from her garden; it
was not a high fence, perhaps slightly under five feet. She did not run
this time, but stood looking straight at me, possibly thinking that I
could not see her because of the intervening foliage. I could not see
her plainly enough, that is true; and, God, how I wanted to see her!
What is that inexplicable, subtle attraction that some woman holds for
every man? For some men there is only one woman in the world who
exercises this influence upon him, or perhaps if there are more, the
others do not cross his path; for other men there are several; for some
none. For me there was this girl of an alien race, upon an alien planet.
Perhaps there were others, but if there were, I had never met them. In
all my life before I had never been moved by such an irresistible urge.
What I did, I did upon the strength of an impulse as uncontrollable as a
law of nature; perhaps it was a law of nature that motivated me. I
vaulted the fence.
Before the girl could escape me, I stood before her. There were
consternation and horror in her eyes. I thought that she was afraid of
me.
“Do not be afraid,” I said; “I have not come to harm you, only to speak
to you.”
She drew herself up proudly. “I am not afraid of you,” she said; “I—,”
she hesitated and then started over. “If you are seen here you will be
destroyed. Go back to your quarters at once and never dare such a rash
act again.”
I thrilled to the thought that the fear that I had seen so clearly
reflected in her eyes was for my safety. “How may I see you?” I asked.
“You may never see me,” she replied.
“But I have seen you, and I intend seeing you again. I am going to see a
lot of you, or die in the attempt.”
“Either you do not know what you are doing or you are mad,” she said and
turned her back on me as she started to walk away.
I seized her arm. “Wait,” I begged.
She wheeled on me like a tigress and slapped my face, and then she
whipped the dagger from the scabbard at her girdle. “How dared you,” she
cried, “lay a hand upon me! I should kill you.”
“Why don’t you?” I asked.
“I loathe you,” she said, and it sounded as though she meant it.
“I love you,” I replied, and I knew that I spoke the truth.
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