“Are you going?” she demanded, “or shall I have to call one of the
Vepajans and tell them that you have affronted me?”
“And have me killed?” I asked. “No, you cannot make me believe that you
would ever do that.”
“Then _I_ shall leave,” she stated, “and remember that you are never to
see me or speak to me again.”
With that parting and far from cheering ultimatum she quit the room,
going into another of her suite. That appeared to end the interview; I
could not very well follow her, and so I turned and made my way
disconsolately to the captain’s cabin in the tower.
As I thought the matter over, it became obvious to me that I not only
had not made much progress in my suit, but that there was little
likelihood that I ever should. There seemed to be some insuperable
barrier between us, though what it was I could not imagine. I could not
believe that she was entirely indifferent to me; but perhaps that was
just a reflection of my egotism, for I had to admit that she had
certainly made it plain enough both by words and acts that she wished to
have nothing to do with me. I was unquestionably _persona non grata_.
Notwithstanding all this, or maybe because of it, I realized that this
second and longer interview had but served to raise my passion to still
greater heat, leaving me in a fine state of despair. Her near presence
on board the _Sofal_ was constantly provocative, while her interdiction
of any relations between us only tended to make me more anxious to be
with her. I was most unhappy, and the monotony of the now uneventful
voyage back toward Vepaja offered no means of distraction. I wished that
we might sight another vessel, for any ship that we sighted would be an
enemy ship. We were outlaws, we of the _Sofal_—pirates, buccaneers,
privateers. I rather leaned toward the last and most polite definition
of our status. Of course we had not as yet been commissioned by Mintep
to raid shipping for Vepaja, but we were striking at Vepaja’s enemies,
and so I felt that we had some claim upon the dubious respectability of
privateerism. However, either of the other two titles would not have
greatly depressed me. Buccaneer has a devil-may-care ring to it that
appeals to my fancy; it has a trifle more _haut ton_ than pirate.
There is much in a name. I had liked the name of the _Sofal_ from the
first. Perhaps it was the psychology of that name that suggested the
career upon which I was now launched. It means killer. The verb meaning
kill is _fal_. The prefix _so_ has the same value as the suffix _er_ in
English; so sofal means killer. _Vong_ is the Amtorian word for defend;
therefore, _Sovong_, the name of our first prize, means defender; but
the _Sovong_ had not lived up to her name.
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