Meeting the Outside. [_Moving nearer; speaking more personally._] I
know why you came here. To this house that had been given up; on this
shore where only savers of life try to live. I know what holds you on
these dunes, and draws you over there. But other things are true beside
the things you want to see.
MRS. PATRICK
How do you know they are? Where have you been for twenty years?
ALLIE MAYO
Outside. Twenty years. That’s why I know how brave _they_ are.
[_Indicating the edge of the woods. Suddenly different._] You’ll not
find peace there again! Go back and watch them _fight_!
MRS. PATRICK
[_Swiftly rising._] You’re a cruel woman--a hard, insolent woman! I
knew what I was doing! What do you know about it? About me? I didn’t
_go_ to the Outside. I was left there. I’m only--trying to get along.
Everything that can hurt me I want buried--buried deep. Spring is
here. This morning I _knew_ it. Spring--coming through the storm--to
take me--take me to hurt me. That’s why I couldn’t bear--[_She looks
at the closed door_] things that made me know I feel. You haven’t felt
for so long you don’t know what it means! But I tell you, Spring is
here! And now you’d take _that_ from me--[_Looking now toward the edge
of the woods_] the thing that made me know they would be buried in my
heart--those things I can’t _live_ and know I feel. You’re more cruel
than the sea! “But other things are true beside the things you want
to see!” Outside. Springs will come when I will not know that it is
spring. [_As if resentful of not more deeply believing what she says._]
What would there be for me but the Outside? What was there for you?
What did you ever find after you lost the thing you wanted?
ALLIE MAYO
I found--what I find now I know. The edge of life--to hold life behind
me--
[_A slight gesture toward MRS. PATRICK._
MRS. PATRICK
[_Stepping back._] You call what you are life? [_Laughs._] Bleak as
those ugly things that grow in the sand!
ALLIE MAYO
[_Under her breath, as one who speaks tenderly of beauty._] Ugly!
MRS. PATRICK
[_Passionately._] I have _known_ life. I have known _life_. You’re like
this Cape. A line of land way out to sea--land not life.
ALLIE MAYO
A harbor far at sea. [_Raises her arm, curves it in as if around
something she loves._] Land that encloses and gives shelter from storm.
MRS. PATRICK
[_Facing the sea, as if affirming what will hold all else out._]
Outside sea. Outer shore. Dunes--land not life.
ALLIE MAYO
Outside sea--outer shore, dark with the wood that once was
ships--dunes, strange land not life--woods, town and harbor. The line!
Stunted straggly line that meets the Outside face to face--and fights
for what itself can never be. Lonely line. Brave growing.
MRS. PATRICK
It loses.
ALLIE MAYO
It wins.
MRS. PATRICK
The farthest life is buried.
ALLIE MAYO
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