[_It seems MARGARET is about to fall; CRAIG brings a chair; without
taking a step she sinks to it, facing the closed door. ABBIE turns
and goes out, toward the kitchen._
MARGARET
[_A slight quick turn of her head to him._] I don’t believe it!
CRAIG
It’s true, Margaret.
MARGARET
[_Like blood from her heart._] But Bernice--she _was_ life.
CRAIG
I know--what you mean.
MARGARET
[_After much has gone on in her._] And I wasn’t here!
CRAIG
No. Nor I.
MARGARET
[_A moment later, just having taken this in._] Why weren’t you here?
CRAIG
I didn’t know she was sick.
MARGARET
Your boat got in a week ago.
CRAIG
Yes. I was detained in New York.
MARGARET
Detained by May Fredericks?
CRAIG
Margaret! Bernice wouldn’t want you to talk that way to me--now.
MARGARET
No.
CRAIG
Why, she knew it. Bernice knew I was staying out on Long Island with
them while I was attending to some things about my work. I had a
beautiful letter from Bernice. She was perfectly all right--about
everything. And I was anxious now to get home to her. I was getting
ready to start the very day I got the telegram that--that it was like
this. You mean--you think I didn’t make Bernice happy, Margaret?
MARGARET
Oh, I don’t think you had the power to make her very unhappy.
CRAIG
That’s a cruel thing to say, Margaret. Bernice wouldn’t say that to me.
MARGARET
[_Who is all the while looking straight ahead at the closed door._] No.
CRAIG
She understood me.
MARGARET
And was indulgent.
CRAIG
[_After a pause._] Margaret, did you ever feel you didn’t really get
_to_ Bernice?
MARGARET
Get to her? So far as I had power. _She_ never held me back. Life broke
through her--a life deeper than anything that could happen to her.
CRAIG
Yes, that’s it. Something you couldn’t destroy. A life in her deeper
than anything that could be done to her. That--that makes a difference,
Margaret. I never _had_ Bernice.
MARGARET
Oh, wasn’t it wonderful to you that beneath what you “had” was a life
too full, too rich to be _had_? I should think that would flow over
your life and give it beauty.
CRAIG
I suppose a man’s feeling is different. He has to feel that he
moves--completely moves--yes, could destroy--not that he would, but has
the power to reshape the--
MARGARET
Craig! “Reshape” Bernice! [_In anguish._] Oh, I came to see _her_. Not
to sit here talking to you.
CRAIG
I loved her, Margaret. I valued her--even though her life wasn’t made
by my life. And she loved me. You think she didn’t?
MARGARET
No, Craig, I don’t think she didn’t. I know she did. I was thinking of
those things in her--even greater than loving. Those things in her even
loving never--caught.
CRAIG
Yes. I know, Margaret.
MARGARET
I want to see Bernice!
[_Crying she goes blindly toward the closed door, and to Bernice._
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