[_He opens that door and goes in to Bernice. MARGARET stands
motionless, searching, and as if something is coming to her from
the rightness. When she speaks it is a denial from that inner
affirmation._
MARGARET
No! I say--No! [_Feeling some one behind her, swiftly turning she sees
ABBIE outside, looking through the not quite drawn curtains of the
door. She goes to the door and draws ABBIE in._] Yes, I _am_ here--and
I say _no_. [_She has hold of her, drawing her in as she says it._]
You understand--I say _no_. _I don’t believe it._ What you told me--_I
don’t believe it_.
ABBIE
[_At first it is horror--then strange relief, as if nothing could be so
bad as this has been._] Well, I’m glad you know.
MARGARET
[_Very slowly, knowing now it is fact she has come to._] Glad I know
_what_?
ABBIE
That it isn’t true. That she didn’t do it.
MARGARET
Didn’t do it? Did _not_ take her own life?
ABBIE
No. Of course she didn’t.
MARGARET
[_Still very slowly, as if much more is coming than she can take in._]
Then _why_--did you say she did?
ABBIE
Because she said I must. Oh--look at me! Look at me! But you knew
her. You know the strength of her. If she’d told you the way she told
me--_you’d have done it too_. You would!
MARGARET
[_Saying each word by itself._] I can not understand one word you’re
saying. Something is wrong with you. [_Changing, and roughly taking
hold of ABBIE._] Tell me. Quick, the truth.
ABBIE
Wednesday night, about eight o’clock, about an hour after she told me
to telegraph you, she said, “Why, Abbie, I believe I’m going to die.” I
said no, but she said, “I think so.” I said we’d send for Mr. Norris.
She said no, and not to frighten her father. I--_I_ didn’t think she
was going to die. All the time I was trying to get the doctor. There
were two hours when she was--quiet. Quiet--not like any quiet I ever
knew. Thinking. You could see thinking in her eyes--stronger than
sickness. Then, after ten, she called me to her. She took my hands.
She said, “Abbie, you’ve lived with me all my life.” “Yes,” I said.
“You love me.” “Oh, yes,” I said. “Will you do something for me?” “You
know I will,” I told her. “Abbie,” she said, looking right at me,
_all_ of her looking right at me, “if I die, I want you to tell my
husband I killed myself.” [_MARGARET falls back._] Yes, I did that
too. Then I thought it was her mind. But I looked at her, and oh, her
mind was there! It was terrible--how it was all _there_. She said--and
then she [_The sobs she has been holding back almost keep ABBIE from
saying this_]--held out her hands to me--“Oh, Abbie, do this last
thing for me! After all there has been, I have a _right_ to do it.
If my life is going--let me have _this_ much from it!” And as still
I couldn’t--_couldn’t_--the tears ran down her face and she said, “I
want to rest before pain comes again. Promise me so I can rest.” And I
promised. And you would have too!
MARGARET
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