"I could rest if you would not moan
Hour after hour; I have no power
To shut my ears where I lie alone.
"I could rest if you would not cry;
But there's no sleeping while you sit weeping,--
Watching, weeping so bitterly."--
"Woe's me! woe's me! for this I have heard.
O, night of sorrow!--O, black to-morrow!
Is it thus that you keep your word?
"O you who used so to shelter me
Warm from the least wind,--why, now the east wind
Is warmer than you, whom I quake to see.
"O my husband of flesh and blood,
For whom my mother I left, and brother,
And all I had, accounting it good,
"What do you do there, underground,
In the dark hollow? I'm fain to follow.
What do you do there?--what have you found?"--
"What I do there I must not tell;
But I have plenty. Kind wife, content ye:
It is well with us,--it is well.
"Tender hand hath made our nest;
Our fear is ended, our hope is blended
With present pleasure, and we have rest."--
"O, but Robin, I'm fain to come,
If your present days are so pleasant;
For my days are so wearisome.
"Yet I'll dry my tears for your sake:
Why should I tease you, who cannot please you
Any more with the pains I take?"
MEMORY.
I.
I nursed it in my bosom while it lived,
I hid it in my heart when it was dead;
In joy I sat alone, even so I grieved
Alone and nothing said.
I shut the door to face the naked truth,
I stood alone,--I faced the truth alone,
Stripped bare of self-regard or forms or ruth
Till first and last were shown.
I took the perfect balances and weighed;
No shaking of my hand disturbed the poise;
Weighed, found it wanting: not a word I said,
But silent made my choice.
None know the choice I made; I make it still.
None know the choice I made and broke my heart,
Breaking mine idol: I have braced my will
Once, chosen for once my part.
I broke it at a blow, I laid it cold,
Crushed in my deep heart where it used to live.
My heart dies inch by inch; the time grows old,
Grows old in which I grieve.
II.
I have a room whereinto no one enters
Save I myself alone:
There sits a blessed memory on a throne,
There my life centres.
While winter comes and goes--O tedious comer!--
And while its nip-wind blows;
While bloom the bloodless lily and warm rose
Of lavish summer.
If any should force entrance he might see there
One buried yet not dead,
Before whose face I no more bow my head
Or bend my knee there;
But often in my worn life's autumn weather
I watch there with clear eyes,
And think how it will be in Paradise
When we're together.
A ROYAL PRINCESS.
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