Chiswick (London, England) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Terrace houses -- Fiction
Her mother looked at her searchingly, and Marjolaine met her gaze
steadfastly, with her clear, truthful eyes. It was patent she did not
indeed know what caused this new pain at her heart. Madame looked long.
Her daughter seemed, in a way, suddenly to have become a stranger to
her. This child was a child no longer, and her mother no longer held
the first place in her heart. Yes! and if Marjolaine had suddenly leapt
out of childhood, then she, the mother, must begin to face old age: she
was the mother of a marriageable girl. She would fight against this
while she could; not for unworthy or small motives, but to keep her
daughter’s companionship. Who was this Jack Sayle that he should come
like a thief in the night and steal Marjolaine’s youth, her happiness
and her peace of mind, and tear the girl out of her mother’s arms? "No,"
she said, at last, "I will not tell you. If I told you it would grow
stronger; and it must not. It shall not. You must win yourself back,
as I did. Oh! but sooner, and more completely!"
Marjolaine was amazed. Had her mother gone through what she was going
through now? "As you did—?" she cried, in a voice which betrayed her
astonishment.
Madame smiled sadly. "My dearest dear, the young never realise they are
not beginning the world. Your story is mine."
With a cry of "Oh, mother!" Marjolaine nestled closer.
"Yes; but mine was longer and therefore left more pain in its track.
Chérie, chérie, I am not telling you this to make light of your sorrow,
but to show you I know what your pain is: to show you how to fight now,
now, with all your might, to win yourself back." She paused a moment,
to gather her thoughts and to gather strength. Then she continued very
softly, almost as if she were speaking to herself, "It was years and
years ago, in my father’s garden—in the old vicarage garden—that I felt
the sun and the song enter my heart. He and I were very young and very
happy." Madame paused. "And then he rode away; and I never saw him
again."
"Maman!" whispered Marjolaine, stroking her mother’s cheek.
"We had lived in our dream a whole year; so my love—"
Marjolaine started at the word. "Love!" Was this love?—
But her mother did not notice her, and went on; "So my love had time to
grow. Its roots were twined round my heart; and when he left me, and
tore the roots out of me, I thought he had torn my heart out with them."
"Like me," said Marjolaine, below her breath.
Madame drew her closer, and whispered, "Would you like to know his
name?"
There was something in her mother’s voice which told Marjolaine her
mother had some special reason for asking her. "Yes; what was it?" she
asked, hushed, and very tenderly.
Her mother looked straight into her eyes and answered slowly,
"Jack—Sayle."
Marjolaine recoiled in amazement. "Mother!—I don’t understand!"
"The father of the boy you have seen!"
"How wonderful!"
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