Clara walked away across two or three vacant lots and got into a street
of workingmen's houses, the man following at her heels. Night had come
and the people in the street facing the factory had already disposed
of the evening meal. Children and dogs played in the road and a
strong smell of food hung in the air. To the west across the fields, a
passenger train ran past going toward the city. Its light made wavering
yellow patches against the bluish black sky. Clara wondered why she had
come to the out of the way place with Frank Metcalf. She did not like
him, but there was a restlessness in him that was like the restless
thing in herself. He did not want stupidly to accept life, and that fact
made him brother to herself. Although he was but twenty-two years old,
he had already achieved an evil reputation. A servant in his father's
house had given birth to a child by him, and it had cost a good deal of
money to get her to take the child and go away without making an open
scandal. During the year before he had been expelled from the University
for throwing another young man down a flight of stairs, and it was
whispered about among the girl students that he often got violently
drunk. For a year he had been trying to ingratiate himself with Clara,
had written her letters, sent flowers to her house, and when he met her
on the street had stopped to urge that she accept his friendship. On the
day in May she had met him on the street and he had begged that she give
him one chance to talk things out with her. They had met at a street
crossing where cars went past into the suburban villages that lay about
the city. “Come on,” he had urged, “let's take a street car ride, let's
get out of the crowds, I want to talk to you.” He had taken hold of her
arm and fairly dragged her to a car. “Come and hear what I have to say,”
he had urged, “then if you don't want to have anything to do with
me, all right. You can say so and I'll let you alone.” After she had
accompanied him to the suburb of workingmen's houses, in the vicinity of
which they had spent the afternoon in the fields, Clara had found he had
nothing to urge upon her except the needs of his body. Still she felt
there was something he wanted to say that had not been said. He was
restless and dissatisfied with his life, and at bottom she felt that way
about her own life. During the last three years she had often wondered
why she had come to the school and what she was to gain by learning
things out of books. The days and months went past and she knew certain
rather uninteresting facts she had not known before. How the facts were
to help her to live, she couldn't make out. They had nothing to do with
such problems as her attitude toward men like John May the farm hand,
the school teacher who had taught her something by holding her in his
arms and kissing her, and the dark sullen young man who now walked
beside her and talked of the needs of his body. It seemed to Clara that
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