Kate walked up and down before Clara and swore like a man. “Oh, hell,”
she exclaimed, “men are such fools and I suppose women are as bad. They
are both too much one thing. I fall in between. I've got my problem too,
but I'm not going to talk about it. I know what I'm going to do. I'm
going to find some kind of work and do it.” She began to talk of the
stupidity of men in their approach to women. “Men hate such women as
myself,” she said. “They can't use us, they think. What fools! They
should watch and study us. Many of us spend our lives loving other
women, but we have skill. Being part women, we know how to approach
women. We are not blundering and crude. Men want a certain thing from
you. It is delicate and easy to kill. Love is the most sensitive thing
in the world. It's like an orchid. Men try to pluck orchids with ice
tongs, the fools.”
Walking to where Clara stood by a table, and taking her by the shoulder,
the excited woman stood for a long time looking at her. Then she picked
up her hat, put it on her head, and with a flourish of her hand started
for the door. “You can depend on my friendship,” she said. “I'll do
nothing to confuse you. You'll be in luck if you can get that kind of
love or friendship from a man.”
Clara kept thinking of the words of Kate Chanceller on the evening
when she walked through the streets of the suburban village with Frank
Metcalf, and later as the two sat on the car that took them back to the
city. With the exception of another student named Phillip Grimes,
who had come to see her a dozen times during her second year in the
University, young Metcalf was the only one of perhaps a dozen men she
had met since leaving the farm who had been attracted to her. Phillip
Grimes was a slender young fellow with blue eyes, yellow hair and a not
very vigorous mustache. He was from a small town in the northern end of
the State, where his father published a weekly newspaper. When he came
to see Clara he sat on the edge of his chair and talked rapidly. Some
person he had seen in the street had interested him. “I saw an old woman
on the car,” he began. “She had a basket on her arm. It was filled
with groceries. She sat beside me and talked aloud to herself.” Clara's
visitor repeated the words of the old woman on the car. He speculated
about her, wondered what her life was like. When he had talked of the
old woman for ten or fifteen minutes, he dropped the subject and began
telling of another experience, this time with a man who sold fruit at a
street crossing. It was impossible to be personal with Phillip Grimes.
Nothing but his eyes were personal. Sometimes he looked at Clara in a
way that I made her feel that her clothes were being stripped from her
body, and that she was being made to stand naked in the room before her
visitor. The experience, when it came, was not entirely a physical one.
It was only in part that. When the thing happened Clara saw her whole
life being stripped bare.
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