conscious mind she dreamed of being the wife of the bachelor Hugh McVey,
but deep within her there was another dream, a dream having its basis
in the memory of her one physical contact with a man. When they were
engaged to be married George had often kissed her. On one evening in the
spring they had gone to sit together on the grassy bank beside the creek
in the shadow of the pickle factory, then deserted and silent, and had
come near to going beyond kissing. Why nothing else had happened Rose
did not exactly know. She had protested, but her protest had been feeble
and had not expressed what she felt. George Pike had desisted in his
effort to press love upon her because they were to be married, and he
did not think it right to do what he thought of as taking advantage of a
girl.
At any rate he did desist and long afterward, as she lay in the
farmhouse consciously thinking of her mother's bachelor boarder, her
thoughts became less and less distinct and when she had slipped off into
sleep, George Pike came back to her. She stirred uneasily in bed and
muttered words. Rough but gentle hands touched her cheeks and played in
her hair. As the night wore on and the position of the moon shifted, the
streak of moonlight lighted her face. One of her hands reached up and
seemed to be caressing the moonbeams. The weariness had all gone out of
her face. “Yes, George, I love you, I belong to you,” she whispered.
Had Hugh been able to creep like the moonbeam into the presence of the
sleeping school teacher, he must inevitably have loved her. Also he
would perhaps have understood that it is best to approach human beings
directly and boldly as he had approached the mechanical problems by
which his days were filled. Instead he sat by his window in the presence
of the moonlit night and thought of women as beings utterly unlike
himself. Words dropped by Sarah Shepard to the awakening boy came
creeping back to his mind. He thought women were for other men but not
for him, and told himself he did not want a woman.
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